Seven Weeks to Forever (Love / Romance)

Chapter Seven

"Was that the wrong thing to bring up?" I reach for my fork so I can spear a cucumber from my side salad.

He blinks a couple of times before my words register. "No."

He's lying. He knows I can tell, or I think he does, because he opens his mouth to speak again.

"I live inside of my head sometimes."

"Me too." I go for a tomato this time.

"You're seventeen. Get out of your head."

I make a face at him. "You're nineteen, lead by example."

He laughs, picking his glass up again. "What's that old saying? 'Do as I say, not as I do'?"

"I think we just call that hypocrisy in Boston."

"Consider me schooled."

He's studying me, I notice. I pretend to be occupied with eating my salad. When I've taken a few bites and see he's still watching me, I can't pretend to ignore him anymore.

"What?"

He grins at the impatience in my voice. "Just curious what brought you out here."

"Life." I put my fork down.

"Let me guess. You're an actress?"

I try not to choke as a mouthful of iced tea slides down my throat. No, but I was in my last life. There's something I sure can't say out loud. I shake my head after a moment.

"Model?" he tries again.

This time I do choke on my iced tea, but it's because I'm laughing. I reach for my napkin and hold it over my mouth while I cough a couple of times, putting it back down on the table when I think I've recovered. At least the iced tea didn't come out my nose.

"Maybe when my long-anticipated six-inch growth spurt happens, but I'm not holding my breath," I tell him. "I'm a little too short for the model life, if you haven't noticed."

"It was a compliment, actually. You don't take those well, do you?"

I feel my cheeks getting warm. He must notice it too, because I see glee in his eyes. He's found the weakness in my armor and he knows it.

"Fashion school?" he guesses. Now he's just goading me.

"I was supposed to be starting my first year of pre-med at Harvard this fall. They accepted me, but I changed my mind and canceled on them."

He whistles. "How'd that go over with your family?"

"They don't know yet." Well, they kind of don't know. I haven't called my uncle back.

"But they know you moved to L.A.?" He looks confused.

"They think I'm here for summer vacation and that I'm going back to Boston before the fall semester starts."

"What happens when you tell them the truth?"

"I'm still figuring that out," I lie. As long as I can convince them I've called the admissions office and sorted everything out, I won't need to tell them anything.

He takes another bite of his food, and the silence is a relief. The guy is a question-asking machine. No one has ever gotten this much information about my life out of me, and I can't say I like it too much. He swallows. I get ready for the next question.

"Boston is a long way from here. Why'd you choose L.A.?"

I shrug and stab my fork into a piece of lettuce. "I needed some time out, and I wanted to figure out who I am away from everything and everyone I grew up with. Maybe it's my quarter-life crisis." It sounds like a good enough excuse to me.

"You're at least a few years away from your quarter-life crisis." And now I know he can do math in his head, too.

"What can I say? I'm mature for my age." I watch him take a bite of his salad. Perfect. It's time to turn the focus back to him while his mouth is too full of food to ask me another question. "Where'd you learn how to interrogate people, anyway?"

He swallows and wipes his mouth with his napkin. "A year of journalism school," he answers. "Come talk to me after the next three years."

"Ah, so that's what you're taking at USC."

"That, and a double major in English. Why have one major when you can kill your social life with two?"

"And then you'll be cross-examining politicians and people on the street?"

"Maybe," he shrugs. "I really just want to write books."

"Are you writing a book?"

"Yep." He takes another bite of his panini and we spend the next few minutes in silence, finishing our food. Once the last crumbs have disappeared from our plates, he checks his watch.

"I need to head out soon," he says, looking up at me. "Work to do."

I nod, setting my napkin down on the table. "Thanks for lunch."

He leaves a few bills on the table for our waiter, and then we both get up from our chairs. He follows me through the patio exit and out onto the sidewalk. We start to walk back in the direction of the record store.

"Do you live around here?" he asks.

"Kind of. I'm up in the Hills."

"Ah, so you're a rich kid. I guess the Harvard thing should have clued me in."

"Yeah, because I hear the University of Southern California is the main hangout of the nation's paupers. Don't they call it the University of Spoiled Children, or is that another USC?" I actually want to stick my tongue out at him, but my almost-eighteen-year-old self wins out over the six-year-old in me.

"You're way too fun to tease, you know."

I roll my eyes at him. Okay, so the six-year-old in me hasn't entirely lost the battle.

"The house I live in has been in my family for practically forever," I tell him.

"Do you live there all by yourself?"

I'm about to joke that it's just a bunch of ghosts and me, but then I remember that the last couple of times I've mentioned dead people haven't gone over so well. If we're going to hang out, I have to figure out some way to get him over this.

"Just me," I answer. Amoeba Music is only a few steps away now. We stop at the corner, and I wonder if he's going to walk me all the way to my car. He checks his watch again.

"Time for me to jet, or I'll be late for work. I meant what I said, though, about your birthday. Let me take you out to celebrate."

Oh right. Guess he's one of those people with a good memory, too. Fabulous.

"Um, sure," I reply. Maybe something brilliant will come to me when I get home and we can cancel. Then I can figure out a way to see him again without the words "take you out" being part of it.

"I'll text you later this week," he says. Wonderful.

"Until then." I lift my hand and wriggle my fingers at him. He touches my shoulder and I feel the tingling again. It stops when he drops his hand and turns to walk in the other direction.

I'm still a little light-headed when I get to my car, even though the tingling is gone. Once I'm sitting inside, I lean my head against the back of the seat and wait for the feeling to pass. That's when a flash of white on the passenger seat catches my eye. There's a long white feather resting there. I can guess how it got in here, but I know it's not from Noah. He only sends me indigo feathers.

I wrack my brain, trying to figure out who else could be sending me a feather, and why. My mind draws a complete blank. I must be forgetting someone, but I'm sure it will come to me. I open the glove compartment and put the feather inside, then start my car and pull away from the curb.