Complicated

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His lips were warm and plump, and they tasted of blue raspberries. They moved harshly against mine, his tongue entering my mouth making me kiss him back, harder. He leaned more into me, his hands now on my face pulling me closer as his lips massaged over mine...
And then I realised.
Oh shit this is my ex boyfriend. My brothers friend... My friend.

I broke the kiss, his hands staying on my face, his face only an inch from mine and people around us cheered loudly. His breathing was fast, and he touched his lips to mine softly one last time before pulling away. He laughed and took the jacket from my lap, and shrugged it back on causally.
"Fuck that was hot" says a guy. Making ash laugh. I look down into my lap trying not to smile or cry, my emotions mixing like crazy in my head.
Ashton kneels to spin the bottle, and it lands on Calum. I look up to look at him but he's not smiling. He looks... Angry? My best friends eyes skim over mine for a moment, his lips held in a tight line.
"Truth."
"You jealous?" Ashton laughs drunkely, making me furrow my brows at him. Calum flicks him off, making the people in the group laugh.
"Dare then if your going to be a dickhead"
Ashton looks down at me suddenly. His lips are curled in a smile, his eyes soft. He bites his lip once more and looks up again to meet Calums eyes.
"I dare you to kiss-"
"I'm out." Calum says suddenly, and people begin to moan. He gets up quickly and walks away fuming, his friend looking at me nervously. He was gone before i could even say a word. I get up to follow Cal, but ashton grabs my wrist.
"Still sore" I blurt out quickly, and he slips his grasp down to my hand.
"Leave him, he's being a drama queen."
"That drama queen is my best friend" I state, making him roll his eyes as he stands.
"I'm your friend too, and I'm asking you to stay" he says, pulling my arm slightly, and interlocking our fingers. I furrow my brows, aware of the floaty feeling in my head that sends alarms around my body, telling me id had too much to drink.
His eyes burn into mine with a look I knew too well -anger. I don't know where it came from but it was very obviously there, prominent in the way his hand tightened around mine.
"Ash" I warn, slipping my hand away quickly, his eyes darkening slightly.
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