Rigel Ariana Lovelace (Rigel) "Glee OC" (DISCONTINUED)

Audition

After practice I changed out of my uniform. Yeah it helped to shower and wear it but it didn't make me feel popular, even though the girls talked to me. It's just I needed to find out who I am inside. That's why I joined Glee Club. I got an audition with Mr.Shuez and asked him if I could try sometime. "Sure". Go ahead. I closed my eyes and imagined myself back in my bedroom with the door locked and no one could hear me and I started to sing. Of course I never thought I was any good I usually had earphones in. "Even though you're gone and far away
I feel you all around
I think about it every single day
You got away somehow

I can't sleep, it's hard to breathe
And I still feel you next to me
Now I can see

The first one is the worst one
When it comes to a broken heart
Your first love
Yeah, you're so young
And you feel like a falling star
There's a fire in the city
That's burning out tonight
And you're breathing
But you're barely alive
The first one is the worst one
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart". -The First One, Boys Like Girls.

I started to sing as I heard the soft melody play in the background. Then I stopped when I heard clapping. Mr.Shuez. He clapped for me. No ones ever heard me sing before and I mean no one. Absolutely no one. I hate public speaking. One time for history class the teacher made me read aloud and I ran out of the room and threw up. Everyone just thought I was fat.

"That was amazing Rigel. You have an amazing voice. Welcome to Glee Club". He smiled. "T..thank you Mr.S..Shuez". I said back. Maybe I could make it. I just needed to find control. But it was so hard when everyone expected so much of me. That's what led to the coke. I met a guy on the football team who dealed it and he gave it to me. Then it became a regular thing.
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I ate lunch later on that day. It was fine but I just wanted the day to be over and so I rest on the bus ride home. My parents always worked so they couldn't pick me up. ....

A few hours later school ended and I got on the bus and grabbed my headphones and took a long nap and then I got home. Did my homework and made myself some dinner but I threw up a few times from lunch. I needed to lose the weight because coach told me privately that if I couldn't hold Santana up in her stunt that I would be benched for a few games and I don't need that. I just want to get out of this hell town!.