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I run, 

Run away from what I'm scared of

Whether it's spiders or hights

Loving or the past

I run away


But it comes back to hurt me

Burying the pain of grief;

Hurting 2 friends when I was understanding love

And afraid of going out and what would happen afterwards

It all came back around


Gave me  panic attacks over the pain I buried

 I have been blocked and ignored by the people I hurt- one I loved, the other I used to

And my brain keeps wandering off to the past


But I want to escape this

 Stop running and fix it. 

But I can't,

I've run to far, for too long


There are no roads leading back 

And no roads leading forward. 

Just a road going round in circles. - My life


That's all it is, circles of love, hate and pain

All overlapping in a Venn diagram

I've got to escape it. 


But how?

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