Just An Echo

Poison

Life is filled with torture

Physical, Mental, Emotional

I went through them all

Just to see you die.

You went through all as well

Even more since you cracked

Your body was frail

On the roof this time.

I wasn't worth your suffering

I should've accepted my death

Let you survive

This nightmare I escaped.

I haven't been well darling,

My body is poisoned by the venom of death

The doses of tears and alcohol crossing the limits

My body broken in all the wrong places

You want me to live

And only for that I continue to exist

My body hungry for death

To be with you forever this time.

I poison myself everyday

Trying to kill the emotions inside of me

Forget they exist

Become devout to you.

I would have blown up the world for you

Set fire to the casino

Shot my men as well

Only to have you regain your breath in Venice.

After these ten years,

I still see you

Standing in that purple dress that night

Waiting for me to join you.

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Hello!

This poem took a lot of time to write, yet again at the O'Hare airport. When I was writing it, I felt like all of my insides were breaking and it was hard to write. Nevertheless, I feel it was successful because it takes a lot for me to cry.

Thank you sooooo much for reading/voting/ and commenting. It really means a lot when that little orange light blinks on my phone :)

I also wanted to dedicate this poem to @007fan ! Your support has been absolutely incredible throughout Casino Royale itself and Just An Echo. I thank you so much for wanting to read my works and following my writing! You have really inspired me! ALL OF YOU GUYS CHECK OUT THE WORKS THIS FANTASTIC AUTHOR  HAS WRITTEN!!!! The poems are just fantastic!