A New Beginning

4

   "So, I guess now you know the truth gorgeous."
Tyler put his hands around my waist and pulled me closer.

    "No, I'm sorry Tyler but I like someone else even if they don't like me back I would never do this to them."

I pushed Tyler away and turned to leave and wait for Connor outside, but Tyler had a firm hold on my arm and turned me back to face him. Suddenly his lips were attached to mine and his hands were cupping my face.
This kiss lasted for a few seconds as I tried my hardest to push Tyler away.

     "Troye?"
I heard a faint voice and Tyler released me, I then turned to see Connor, with tears streaming down his cheeks. He turned his back and ran back to the nearest public bathroom and threw himself to the wall of the closest stall.

   "Tyler how could you."

I took off after Connor and knocked on the stall door but he didn't even make an attempt to let me in, no one else was in the bathroom so the only thing that I could hear was the sobbing coming from Connors' stall, I took a quick glimpse under the bathroom door and noticed he was just sitting on the ground of the dirty public bathroom, it sounded as if he was drowning in a river of tears.

    "Connor please, you don't have to come out just open the door so I can talk to you about what you saw."

   "It's pretty clear what I saw Troye, you and Tyler were kissing and you can't take it back. I don't want to talk about it anymore."
Connor choked out his sentence and went back to crying.

    "That's enough. We're going back to your house. I'm walking you home, you have to go home eventually. Come on Con, time to go."

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As we reached Connors house he invited me in for a while. We didn't speak the whole walk home so I assumed that's what he wanted to do. He walked up the stairs and made his bed, allowing me to sit down.

   "There, that's where you'll be sleeping tonight." He pointed to the bed and threw me some sweats.

   "And there's your pyjamas." He made his way to his ensuite and closed the door behind him, he hadn't even made eye contact with me the whole time we'd been together.

He left the bathroom with nothing but boxers, god he looked so hot without a shirt on. We I mean, he looked hot all the time. His dreamy green eyes, his perfect brown hair that always landed perfectly, his flawless skin, even his voice was sexy. If only I could say something without it being awkward.

Connor wouldn't look at me, he faced the window with his back to Troye. This awkward silence couldn't continue all night so I spoke up.

    "Listen, Connor. I'm not sure why it bothers you so much that I was kissing Tyler. I'm not sure if it's because he's your friend or if it just makes you feel uncomfortable in general. But I didn't do anything, he came onto me. I tried to push him off but it didn't work. I wanted to leave and wait for you so we could just come home but he kissed me. I promise it didn't mean any-"

Connor cut me off and turned to face me, tears rolling down his cheeks landing on his bare legs. He took in a long deep breath and finally spoke to me.

   "Troye I love you. I didn't want it to be true but I am so deeply in love with you and it scares me. I didn't want to say anything because I just know you're not going to feel the same way about me but I can't help it. You're too good to be good for me, and there's nothing I can do.  I thought I would be able to ignore my feelings and I was hoping tonight would be just like a date, all I wanted from tonight was for you to say you had feelings for me but I show up to find you and Tyler kissing! I just can't handle feeling so lone-".

Connor was cut off as I pressed my lips to his . Followed by him forcing his tongue into my mouth, I released my lips and pulses back, looked deeply into his dreamy fluttering eyes.

   "But Connor, I love you to."

A/N
Okay that was terrible but you're gonna have to deal with it. Sorry I haven't updated in a while but I couldn't really come up with anything.

Until next time, goodbye my little sugarplums xx