thin ; xiumin [one]

huit

it was the seventh day when i fainted
luckily it was when i was at home
i decided to eat a cracker
it contained thirty five calories.
i already felt disgusted with myself,
so i threw it up.
my throat burned as if i inhaled the suffocating smoke from a volcanic eruption, and my stomach ached.
i cried.
xiumin rarely spoke to me.
he was constantly around eun bi.
what happened to our friendship, minseok?