song//Bite-Troye Sivan
1:45 am
luke: I'm horny
aria: my inner fangirl just bursted out
luke: baby I need you
aria: fU c k
luke: aria
luke: not even kidding
luke: I need you here right now
luke: next to me
luke: I want to trace my fingers down the the sides of your hips
luke: kiss your neck gently
aria: Luke sTop
aria: IS THIS MICHAEL
aria: if it is follow me on Twitter
luke: you won't even remember Michaels name I'll fuck you so hard
aria:...
aria: now I'm horny fuck you
luke: please do
aria: honestly I hate this feeling
luke: being horny yea same
aria: just go fuck Michael
aria: he's pretty good I bet
aria: you know I had this one dream
aria: MIXHAEL WAS DADDY AF LET ME TELL TOU
luke: but I wanna be your daddy :-(
luke: ariaaaaaa
luke: come over
aria: bye
luke: what why
aria: bye
luke: aria why
aria: you made me horny what am I supposed to do
luke: FaceTime me
aria: I'd rather watch porn and finger myself
luke: BUT WHY CANT TOU FACETIME ME AND CO THAT AT TJE SAME TIME
luke: ARIA COME BACK
luke: I AM LUKE FUCKING HEMMINGS TWLLING YOU ABOUT HOW MUCH I WANT TO BE INSIDE YOU AND YOURE GONe??
aria: fine I'm here bUT IM NOT SENDING NOOTS
luke: try to say noots in a mean voice
aria:even with an exclamation point it looks just wrong
..noots!
luke: im turned off what do we do now
aria: still gonna go watch porn and listen to michael moan on stage repeatedly bye
aria: luke what's it like
luke: what is what like
luke: sex
aria: I could have my first time years from now (wow what a life) and I'd still be scared.
aria: nothing but terror would take over my body. I don't think I can do it
luke: you're thinking too much of it
luke: it's just sex don't over think it.
luke: I totally get why you'd be scared. don't get me wrong, I was too. I felt like I would something wrong and the girl I was with would laugh or something.
luke: you just have to remember everyone had a first time. even porn stars have done things wrong. It's just a process of learning just like everything else in life.
aria was definitely a little less worried for what would happen in the future. luke still totally rejected her question.
Sat on her bed looked up at the art she drew on her ceiling. she traced circles on her thigh wondering if she should ask again.
aria: but Luke what is it like, how do you feel, what is it supposed to feel like
luke: well aria, you're no where near having your first time. That may sound rude but all I mean is you need to find the right person. Your first time is supposed to make you feel special. it's your night or day or what-the-fuck-ever to feel like the god damn princess you should always be treated as. in fact if he or she doesn't always treat you like a princess, they shouldn't be the person talking you virginity
aria: I'm straight
luke: it's hard to describe it. I've never been good at describing.
Luke: every person is different it take time for you to adjust and for a girl it might feel like hell the first few times, that's what I hear.
Luke: I don't mean to sound like a fuckboy (I googled the definition) but I took your virginity I would make sure to start slow. to look you in the eye the whole time and ask if you're okay. I want you to feel special. I would nothing more than that.
luke: sex out of pure love just so natural, it's just supposed to feel so right everything around you should just feel like it doesn't matter. you wouldn't care about anyone hearing you or your partner because for one you can't even focus on the noises. maybe for brief moments you'll pay attention to the heavy breathing and moans instead of the pleasure for a few seconds. those few seconds will be the best ever. the pleasure will cradle every inch of your body and you'll realize how your making the other person just fall in love with you more and more. I'd like to believe. most importantly, it shouldn't be forced, wait until you're ready.
aria: how do I know when I'm ready
luke: you'll feel like an airplane about to take flight. You'll feel all red and orange inside.
aria: red and orange?
Luke: yea like happy, those are happy colors.
aria: I love that Luke, I never thought of anything that way
Luke: you have such a beautiful way of describing thing, I wish I did
aria: Luke your description was perfect. I was held captive in it. I was honestly so focused on it. You're way of seeing things is so gorgeous.
luke: thank you.
A simple thank you never meant to much. it was a thank that was said because you couldn't think of anything else to say that would describe how you're thinking. how happy you are.
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Airplanes ☼ lrh
FanfictionIn which a rockstar sends a nude to a fan over a drunk dare. I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS VERY YOUNG. I PROMISE MY OTHER STORIES ARE BETTER. I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY PEOPLE ENJOY THIS.
