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(A/N this video is suuuuuper long lol. Don't try to watch it all (Unless you want to) but just the first part. ❤️✨. Thanks for reading!)

August's Pov
I was in Nola yesterday... But I got a call from Tina saying dat I needed ta check up on Beyoncé............... Ha fatha died yesterday night.

Bey's tour is on hold until afta da funeral. Today we are flying ta Texas. Blue don realley kno what's going on. She realley ain't talking ta Bey. She been round me ever since I arrived in Atlanta.

On da jet Blue was sleep in da back room. Bey was sitting by da window looking out. She had hea knees ta hea chest.

I sat down in front of hea. She had dried tear stains. She hasn't spoke one word since I been with hea.... Ian gone lie, my heart heavy fa Bey.. She going thru a lot.

Me-.... I lost my pops ta... When I was a teen..

Bey made eye contact with me.

Me-... He's my dad but.... He was a stranger........ I can't say I kno how ya feeling because I don... I wish I could take da pain away..

Bey-*Whispers*.. But you can't.

Bey got up and walked ta da otha back room.

When we landed in Texas it was round 11 o'clock at night. Blue was still sleeping. I carried Blue of da jet and got hea buckled inta da car. Bey was still sad.. She didn't even look like heaself... She wore baggy clothes and hea hair wasn't comb. She didn't have on makeup and ya could see da hurt right in hea. Yet, she still looked beautiful.

When we got ta Tina's house I laid blue down. Afta my shower I walked downstairs because I heard noise. Bey was up watching an old video. I quietly sat on da couch by hea.

Bey-..... This was shot when I was working on my album.. Last year.

A tear shed when hea pops came on da screen.

Bey-*Cries*.. I was close with my dad.... He was my manager for years.... Years.. And I let him go. I let him go. I stopped talking to him after I found out what he did to my mom.... He cheated on her... And I told myself I would never ever marry a man like him.

She looked ova at me with tears in hea eyes.

Bey- But he was my dad... He helped me become who I am today.... That's my dad... And he couldn't even tell me he had cancer! *Cries*

She shook hea head and stood up.

Bey- That's my dad. My dad.! I resented him but he still was my dad.. I let him go.. I did him wrong and I feel guilty.

She started walking upstairs.

Bey-*Cries* My dad!

Bey fell on da stairs crying. I ran ta hea. She was kicking and screaming.

Bey- HE'S GONE! *Cries* MY FATHER IS GONE!

Me- I got ya.

Bey- NO! LET ME GO! *Cries* I WANNA BE WITH HIM!

Me- Shh. Shh.

I looked up and Blue was at da top of da stairs look at us. Tina quickly took hea away.

We gave Bey a sleeping pill and she went right ta sleep. I sat on a chair in hea room watching hea sleep... Got ta make shure she straight....

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