Biggest Mistake [COMPLETE] (Editing)

Chapter 4:My wrong decision

Chapter 4:My wrong decision

(Play the song at the side)

[N/P:Let me be the one]

Calvin Zayn's POV

Heto na naman ako,umiiyak.Hanggang ngayon di ko parin makalimutan ang nakaraan.Hindi parin ako makapagmove-on.

Anong magagawa ko?Eh mahal na mahal ko siya.

♥♥Flashback♥♥

I don't know what to do.Mom and Dad want me to marry the daughter of Mr. and Mrs.Cea.And i can't do anything about it.

Gusto kong magpakasal,but not with the daughter of Mr. and Mrs.Cea.Gusto ko kay Alliyah.I don't want to marry someone that i don't even know.

"I don't wan't to marry her!!"i shouted

"You have to.Nababankcrupt na tayo.The only way to save our company is when you marry her."dad said

Why can't they understand?Ayokongang makasal sa taong hindi ko mahal.

"But i don't want to marry someone that i don't love.Mom,Dad,please.I don't want to marry her."i beg

Lumapit si Mom sa akin at hinawakan ang mukha ko.

"Zayn,you have to.Kailangan natin ng pera para sa Kuya mo na nasa ospital."mom explained

Mom have a point.Kailangan namin ng pera para kay kuya na may leukemia.Stage 3 na ang leukemia ni kuya.Ayokong mamatay siya,pero paano na si Alliyah?I really don't know what to do.

"But mom----"

Dad didn't let me finish my sentence.

"No more buts.You have to do it or your Brother will die."dad said

"Your dad is right."mom sadly said

***

It's been 3 days since Mom and Dad told me that i'm going to marry someone.And now i already made a decision.I hope that my decision is right.

I called her and tell her na magkikita kami sa Park.

Pagdating ko sa Park,wala pa siya.Maya-maya pa dumating na siya,wearing her sweet and innocent smile.

How can i hurt thos girl?How can i leave her?How can i do all of that,kung ang gusto ko lang ay makita siyang masaya.But i need to do this.Because this is the right thing to do.

Habang maaga pa,dapat ko ng tapusin ito.Para makapagmove-on siya agad.

Nang makalapit siya sa akin,niyalap niya ako.

"Love,namiss kita.Buti naman at naisipan mong makipagkita ka sa akin."naglalambing niyang sabi habang nakayakap sa akin

I didn't hug her back.Instead tinanggal ko ang pagkakayakap niya sa akin.

"Let's break up.I don't love you anymore."i said without looking at her eyes

I saw her stiffened.

"Y-you're just j-joking right?Diba di mo ako hihiwalayan?Diba mahal mo ako?Love,please stop joking."naiiyak niyang paki-usap sa akin.

I want to hug her and tell her that i love her so much.Pero hindi pwede.Kailangan ko ng ta pusin ito.

"I'm sorry Alliyah.I fall out of love with you.I love someone else."i told her

'I love you Alliyah!!I love you so much!!'-that is what i really want to say.But i can't.I can't say it.I can only say it in my mind.

Unti-unting pumatak ang mga luha niya.At sa pagpatak ng mga luha niya ako ang mas nasasaktan.Triple ang sakit na nararamdaman ko.

Ang sakit makitang nasasaktan ang taong mahal mo.Lalo na kung ikaw ang dahilan kung bakit siya nasasaktan.

"Love please don't break up withme.Please love.You promised.You promised that you won't hurt me,you promised that you won't make me cry.Pero ano tong ginagawa mo?......Sinasaktan mo ako!!"Alliyah said while crying

Alliyah,why are you making this hard for me?Alliyah you don't know how much i want to hug you and tell you that i love ypu.

"I'm sorry Alliyah.I don't know what happened.It's just that,one day i woke up and realized that i didn't love you anymore."i continued on lying

I saw her force a smile.

"Yun lang ba ang problema mo?Love,i don't care if you fall out of love on me.Edi i'll make you fall in love with me again."sabi ni Alliyah habang pinipilit na pinapasigla ang boses niya

I'm sorry Alliyah pero kailangan ko talaga itong gawin.Kahit na kamuhian mo ako.

"I SAID I DON'T LOVE YOU ANYMORE!!BAKIT BA ANG KULIT MO??!!AND PLEASE STOP CALLING ME LOVE!!!AT WAG KA NA DING MAGPAPAKITA SA AKIN!!ALLIYAH WE'RE THROUGH!!TAPOS NA TAYO!!"and with that i left her crying and broken

Medyo malayo na ang nalalakad ko ng biglang umulan.

Sh*t!Si Alliyah baka nagpapaulan siya!!

Bumalik ako sa park.At tama nga ang hinala ko.Nagpapaulan siya.

Nakaupo siya sa gitna ng park at nakatingin sa langit habang umiiyak.

F***!!Baka magkasakit siya.

Pero sana pala hindi na ako bumalik pa dito.Para di ko siya makitang nasasaktan.

Kahit na umuulan,alam ko na umiiyak siya.Nasasaktan siya,nasasaktan siya ng dahil sa akin.

♥♥End of Flashback♥♥

Siguro ganon talaga ang buhay.Di lahat ng gusto mo,makukuha mo.

You should learn how to let go.

Even if it would hurt you so.

Sa tuwing naaalala ko yon,nasasaktan ako.

Naiiyak ako.

Sana di ko nalang yon ginawa.

Kung hindi ko yon ginawa,edi sana nandito parin siya,kasama ko.

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A/N:Masmahaba po ito kaysa sa Chapter 3.Hahaha ^__^.Sabi sa inyo eh.Sorry nga po pala sa wrong spellings tsaka wrong grammars.

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