Dear best friend,
I have been waiting to tell you this for a long time. How I really feel. But I was afraid that you wouldnt feel the same. If you reject me, fine. If you leave me alone to cry, fine. If you hate me, that's fine too. Its my fault ive pushed you away. Its all my fault. Everything.
Did I mention I'm sorry yet? You dont understand how bad I feel right now. I know that I'm a pain in the ass, I know that I'm nowhere near pretty, but please, hear me out.
Ive been depressed for a while now, and from hanging out with you, I'm beginning to feel again. I feel amazing when I'm with you. All I need to see is your smile, and everything else is fine.
You might be wondering why I wrote you this best friend, and I'll get to that later.
I feel complete with you. I feel warm, and cozy. I know this is upfront and all, but I cant help but loving you. I know you dont feel the same, you dont like me, and that's fine. I guess everyone needs a distraction. Well guess what? You were mine. You were my distraction from reality, from this stupid fucking world. I couldn't help myself from falling for you.
Everytime you walk into a room, every girl's jaw drops. As crazy as it sounds, at least half of our population finds you attractive. I dont blame them.
You were the only thing that seemed to motivate me to get up. You know you're in love, when you dedicate everything you do to that one person. When just seeing them for ten minutes can make your day. When you long for their presence beside you so you dont have to face the darkness alone.
Dear best friend,
I love you, and I'm sorry.
