To hide,
It is agony
Painful with every step
Every breath
Every beat of your beautiful heart
Because you are scared
What if someone knows, what if someone finds out
But once you are out...
You would think it gets better
But i wish i could go back
Back into that hiding hole i learned to love
Where it was safe
Because now,
Now that it is people, not my mind torturing me...
The pain is unbearable
The guilt
as if i did something wrong, just being me...
Maybe i did, i suppose this is wrong...
...I should just go kill myself like they said...
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The Man -FtM a transgender life-
PoetryPoems for all the trans guys out there ~May be triggering~