Hiding Hole

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To hide,

It is agony

Painful with every step

Every breath

Every beat of your beautiful heart

Because you are scared

What if someone knows, what if someone finds out

But once you are out...

You would think it gets better

But i wish i could go back

Back into that hiding hole i learned to love

Where it was safe

Because now,

Now that it is people, not my mind torturing me...

The pain is unbearable

The guilt

as if i did something wrong, just being me...

Maybe i did, i suppose this is wrong...

...I should just go kill myself like they said...

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