V is for Virgin, & That's What I'll Forever Be

V is for Virgin, & That's What I'll Forever Be: 1

♡ Gabby ♡

Untouchable.

Yes, that's me, Gabriella Wilson, but you can call me 'Gabs' or 'Gabby'.

I am untouchable.

No, I'm not ugly, nor am I a crazy loon, or an emo who hates the world... I don't even smell bad.

I'm practically normal in every possible way.

So why am I untouchable?

Three reasons:

First, I'm afraid of boys, well, technically not afraid, but I'm really conservative which makes them think I'm either lesbian or just too innocent to make a move on.

Second, girls don't like me that much because.. of the way I look.

Third, I never had a boyfriend in my entire life, never even kissed a boy before (which roots back to reason number one- I'm conservative), and I'm a virgin.

Yup, you heard right.

I'm nineteen and still a V.

So why's that? I have another good three reasons for you:

One, I come from a Christian family, and was well educated in 'marriage' before doing the deed.

Second, I, myself, don't want to lose my virginity because I know it's a gift from God, and that I should not give it away to just anyone simply.

Third, I like someone.

I've liked this someone for more than five years.

Oh, you heard right.

Five years - I'm a sophomore in college now.. which means, I liked him eversince my first year of high school.

We never talked, and I just watched him *and* liked him from the sidelines.

"Gabby!" My best friend, Lianna, the only girl who actually likes me, shrieked, running towards me, as soon as she saw me slamming the locker doors shut.

She appeared on my side, a big smile on her face.

"Let's go to class together!" She beamed.

I nodded my head in response.

Lianna is not the girl you would notice immediately and make your head turn, but one thing's for sure - she is really cute. Her wavy red hair bounced as she walked, her skin is fair, and her features were a mixture of Italian and American.

She's really nice, and her boyfriend is pretty awesome too. I mean, I don't need many friends, I wish I could but, I'm fine with just Lianna.

"Thinking of Aiden again?" She smiled teasingly, nudging my arm playfully.

Aiden..

The sound of his name made my heart race.

"You know me too well." I shrugged, as we set our books on the desks. She sits beside me, by the way.

"What? Until now?" She asked, baffled. "I thought you were over him a long time ago?"

"What? I was never over him." I replied to her, bewildered.

"Well, I don't know.. you seem to not talk about him that much two years ago- I thought you were moving on." She shrugs casually.

"I was... I wasn't. I mean, I tried but I can't." I sighed, remembering two years ago when I decided this one sided crush won't get anywhere. I decided to forget about him- I mean, it should be easy because I never talked to him or anything but... I just can't. There's something about him I just... can't resist, I don't know.

"What do you mean you can't?" Lianna sighed, "Why don't you try dating? Meeting boys? You lock yourself from the real world too much. Spread your wings!"

"How many times do I have to tell you I'm not interested?" I say to her, my hands on my hips. "I'm only interested in Aiden." I mumbled to myself, but failed to make it soft enough for Lianna not to hear.

"You.are.so.in.LOVE with him that it scares me." Lianna scowled, as the teacher arrived our class.

"I don't know.." I murmured, and watched in the opposite corner of the room where Aiden sat.

"Look, Gabby, you are a beautiful girl. No wonder girls hate you. You're the most beautiful girl in this school and I'm not lying just because we're best friends." Lianna tells me, making me raise my brow.

"I mean it, Gabs. You only need to loosen up. Drink alcohol here and there, hook up with guys, fall in love with strangers, fall out of love.. you know, what 'normal' teenagers do." She lectures, "After you do those things, you'll be fine. Guys will be coming for you, hotter guys even, more handsome than Aiden."

"You know those things disgust the shit out of me." I wrinkled my nose, thinking of the advices she gave me. "And Aiden is the handsomest guy I ever laid my eyes on." I pouted.

"Okay... so Aiden's really hot but don't you think.. you two are not compatible?" Lianna sighed, trying to scribble the notes the professor wrote on the blackboard while lecturing me all at once.

"W-What do you mean?" I say, sounding offended.

"I mean.. I.. well, you're too innocent." She sighs, "And Aiden.. he's... not."

I know what she means.

And she's right.

Aiden... he's the biggest player in the school.

He dated almost all of the female population, well, except for me, I don't know why..

Even Lianna dated him before and he dumped her. Although Lianna wasn't that serious with him so she moved on pretty quickly.

I started to frown, thinking why he dated all those girls and yet... he didn't even make a move or talk to me.

"Lianna, Am I ugly?" I asked, turning to look at her.

"What are you talking about? YOU ARE NOT UGLY. God, what did Aiden do to you to make you so love struck? I wasn't even that into him when we dated." Lianna scoffed, "Seth's even hotter than him." Seth is Lianna's current boyfriend, by the way.

"I... I don't know, Lianna." I say, simply.

"You are psychotic, Gabs. Of all the people, why the player?" Lianna replies, turning to face the professor this time.

That's because nobody sees, nobody observes that much.

Lianna doesn't understand. Nobody understands.

There's more to Aiden that meets the eye.

**

How's the first chappie?

Okay, so this story is still *On-Hold*, I'm not sure how it's going to turn out just yet.

But then again, I'm thinking of something, planning even.

So vomments, guys!

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