6 months later
troye stepped out of his car and walked up to the mostly glass building ahead of him. he could see connor at the front desk, signing out with a pen.
he pushed the door open and walked inside, the cold air hitting him hard. connot turned around and saw troye, then waved with a huge grin on his face.
he ran into troye's arms, burying his happy face into his chest, giggling like a school girl. "what is it, babe?"
"they said i can stop coming if i don't feel like i need to. and troye! i don't feel like i need to!!" troye smiled widely because for the first time in 6 months, he saw an actual smile on the boy he loved's face. it sent a warm fulling shooting from his toes to his head.
"i'm so happy for you!!" he exclaimed, grabbing his hand and squeezing it affectionately. they were both blushing and smiling giddily as they walked out the door, as happy as can be.
they both got in the car and troye began driving to think about this whole situation.
i mean, joshua is dead. ever since he shot himself back then i've been, like, not paranoid and shit. but i feel incredibly bad that connor had to deal with this shit, and that he had to go to a therapy session with boring ms. lertz 4 days a week.
he sighed and turned right, looking over at connor. his head was leaning against the window, seemingly in deep thought. troye smiled at connor, the way his eyebrows furrowed every now and then. the way his eyes used to light up when he was happy, the way his smile lit up the whole room.
troye was in love with connor.
connor...was he in love with him?
how do you even ask someone who's been scarred from such a tramautic experience and has only gotten over it so much a question like that?
troye shook his head and concentrated on the road, pushing the thought into the back of his head.
he smiled once more at connor, then squeezed his hand.
if he isn't in love with me, troye thought, then i'm fucked.
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lol this story is so SHITTY im laiguing like it makes no sense whatsoever someone assasinate me right now
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- eugene from buzzfeed
