Something's just don't last
Kijani Cebra| Jani
"Why are you leaving?!" I asked running after ken
"Cause ion wanna be around you or yo nigga no more" he said
"What did we do" i asked
"Why would i live with somebody i don't even know?" He said
"What's that supposed to mean"
"It means that i don't know who you are anymore! " he yelled
"Im the same person that you meet years ago!" I said teary eyed
"No you're not you changed and you know it" he said putting his stuff in his suit case
"No you changed you got distant and you left me for 2 weeks how didi change"
"You never have time for me, you always with that nigga! You don't even have time for your own sister! Where is she now huh? When was the last time you saw her? " He yelled pointing to markus who was standing in the door way
I told him not to say anything if he came.
"Yes i know where she at she with her friend"
"Since when was she at her friend's house? " he asked
"Last week" i answered shamefully
"See even you're ashamed" he said
"But That's why i decided to spend time with you yesterday and you ruined that shit and started an argument" i said
"Cause even while you was spending time with me you still was texting him" he said
"He is my boyfriend so if he text me imma text him back just like if you had a girlfriend and she texted you, you would have done the same"
"When im with you i never text no one else because im spending time with you my best friend"
"I never tell you not to text nobody when im around you so why would you ask me to do the same?"
"Because you with me" he said
"You know what just forget about everything and just stay" i said trying to stop him from zipping up his suit case
"No im not staying here" he said
"Why?"
"I dont want to get that through your head!"
"Because you're leaving for no reason, there's another reason you're leaving and you won't tell me, tell me Kentrell" i said holding my tears back following him down the stairs
"There is no other reason"
"Why?! Why can't you stay!" I yelled
"I just don't wanna stay here with you anymore, i don't wanna be by you anymore, as a matter of fact i don't even wanna be your best friend anymore we through" he said
Those last words hit me hard
"No, no you're not leaving me you can't" i said letting my tears fall as i blocked the front door
"But i just did" he said "move out my way"
I struggled in front of the door nut ue ended up opening it.
"No, why cant you be my best friend!" I yelled as i walked behind him
He turned around and his vain was popping out his forehead. He does that when he mad and wanna admit something.
"Its cause i love you Kijani! Not even best friend wise. I love you. I cant be your best friend when i know that i want to be something more. I can't be on the house with out wanting to fuck the shit out of you even if you do have a man. Why you think i never can have a long term relationship with anyone? Just let me leave jani" he said with a sad look
I just stood there speechless cause i never knew that's how he felt.
He got in his car and speed off.
I fell to my knees in the drive way and stared at nothing as tears fell down my cheeks.
I can't fuckin believe this, i can't believe i lost my fuckin best friend!
Right now i wanted to scream and fuck some shit up. But i wont lose my composer in front of Markus.
Markus came beside me and hugged me.
I stayed in my same position for a while. Then i stood up and walked up stairs to my room with out a word.
I took my clothes of and got in the bed. I stared at nothing as i thought to myself.
Unbelievable
Markus came in the room and laid on the bed.
My back was facing him so he couldn't read my face.
"Bae?" He said
"Yeah?"
"Come here"
I turned towards him
He pulled me towards him and kissed me softly.
"Im sorry" he said
"You didn't do anything, there's no need to apologize" i said
"I know but i feel like it was because the reason you guys not friends no more is because of me."
"No it's not, i never saw ken in that way, i always saw him as a big brother."
"I guess" he said
"Look at me" i said
He looked me in my eyes
"It's not your fault, okay" i said
He nodded his head
"Love you"
"Love you too" he said
I kissed him and laid my head on his chest and listened to his heart beat.
As i listened to his heart beat i thought
My mama always told me something's just don't last
I guess it's true
I don't think i want a best friend anymore, the only person i could trust was ken now he is gone.
My eyes watered but i didn't let my tears fall cause Markus would get worried.
I closed the light and kissed Markus's cheek
"Good Night baby" i whispered in his ear
He kissed my for head
"Good night" he said in a low voice
I put my arms around him and laid down in the dark.
When he fell asleep i moved off of his chest and faced my back towards him.
I let my tears fall till they couldn't fall anymore.
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There's no more Jani and ken 😒
Markus feels like it's his fault
Jani is real hurt
Ken is in love with jani 😱
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