Unheard Echoes

✔ 19 "Resentment"

I don't care if you call me ugly

You don't know me!

Try walking in my shoes

Tell me, how would you feel?

Everyday, I act like it's nothing

But deep inside, I'm dying

They keep on judging me

I'm so sick and tired

I'm like a lost puppy

I'm like a shadow burned in the faded light

I wish that they would understand

I never tried to fight!

Why can't they see that I'm different?

Why do they always compare me to others?

Aren't they proud of me?

Are they ashamed of me?

They don't know what I've been through all these years

They don't know how it feels

I wish that they would just let me be the way I am

I am proud of myself!

I'm perfectly imperfect!

I'm just another human being

I get hurt too!

I don't even have a shoulder to cry on

When I'm feeling blue

Sometimes, I think to myself,

"Do they even love me?"

They call me stupid and ugly

I'm trying my best

To be better than the rest

But do they even know?

Do they even notice?

They tell me I should be who they want me to be

This is MY LIFE, NOT THEIRS!

I know that their just doing this for me

But it's WAY too much!

I just want to run away

Away from all of you

No one understands me the way I do!

I wish that this was all just a dream

But it isn't, stupid me!

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