the sinister voice in the back of my head had spoke up, irking me.
"you need to go." i muttered.
i was over it, but yet again i wasn't over it.
he looked into my eyes once more for a glimpse of hope.
he nodded and moved back slightly.
"when does your aunt get home?" he quipped.
"i don't know, around nine pm." i seethed.
"i can't go back to work like this." he said, motioning to his wet attire.
"how long you got till lunch is over?" i asked.
he brought his watch to his face, checking for the time.
"an hour and a half." he replied meekly.
i nodded.
"well, you can take a shower while i uh-" i trailed off, not wanting to be around him as much.
i heard a distant sigh when i walked out of the kitchen and up the stairs.
soon after he followed me to my bedroom to use my bathroom.
i jumped on my bed and sighed, closing my eyes.
i let my mind simmer.
i was confused.
what was i meant to do?
i twirled in my bed and faced the ceiling.
i do this when i have a lot on my mind.
the healthiest resolution was to not let the negativity get to me.
i motioned my hand up my shirt, creating circular motions on my stomach to sooth my state.
it had then came to my mind that i was about to have my period.
— as much as its kinda cringe
worthy, in wattpad books people
don't mention things like
periods. it makes it more realistic
i rolled onto my side and sighed.
i listened intently to the sound of the water from the shower meet the tiles.
soon feeling distressed, i reached for the remote and searched for the reruns of weekly idol.
i smiled contently at the thought of relaxation and watching the two mc's and kpop idols on television.
i got caught up in the show, laughing at necessary parts.
the creaking sound of the bathroom door had somewhat startled me, making me shift into a stiff composure.
i mentally gained strength as i eyed the washboard of abdominals that my teacher had displayed right in front of me.
i bit my lip and teared my gaze away.
