The Vampire Slayer

chapter 19

♡♡Mia's PROV ♡♡

I follow Mark into his huge house. He shows me his room and sence it's late he gives me PJ'S to sleep in. He doesn't leave the room. I slip on the pants under my dress and then make sure he isn't looking when I switch tops. When I'm done I crawl into the bed. Mark goes over to his drawer and pulls off this shirt reveling his nice body. When he turns back around he notices I am looking at his chest. I don't move my eyes because I just don't care anymore. He smiles and walks over to the bed and gets in. When he is in the bed, he looks at me. "I want to kiss you right now but I don't know how." He mumbles. I don't answer just look at him funny. No one told him about Carter. Mark shakes his head. "Sorry... I don't know what I'm thinking.. I have just.. I have never kissed anyone." He admits looking the other way. "Never?" I question and he shakes his head. "How old are you?" I question.
"In vampire years 118 but in human years when I got turned I was 18."
"Dang." I say, he has had all this time to kiss someone but hasn't. He sits up a little and then I do to. Mark looks at me with wanting eyes. He leans in and kisses me. I kiss him back not wanting his first kiss to be stupid. He has soft lips and I feel his tounge enter my mouth. I pull away, Carter never did that to me. Mark smiles a little. "Thank you." He says. "Don't thank me." I say back. He gives me a questioning look and I feel his hand rap around my thigh. I don't move away. Why? Why can't I move away? This touch isn't like Carters, it's a little more comforting. What am I doing? I have Carter and this guy. I don't know him, but I didn't know Carter and I gave him a chance. "Are you ok?" I hear Mark ask putting me back in reality. I nod, Mark he is something, I don't know what but I will find out. This is the first time I have ever dated someone (Carter) and then I kiss any other guy. What is the matter with me? I have never dated around.

Mark moves closer to me. He is warm, but I don't understand how since he is a vampire. Wait he said he was turned. Did he still have some human in him.

"Do you have any powers?" I ask him. "Yeah, I can tell the future." He tells me. "Really? What is mine?" I ask him so curious. "That's the thing. I can't see yours, that's why I feel this connection to you. I just like knew I had to know more about you." He says. I look at his lips, is it bad I want to kiss him again? I pull him in and kiss him, I have to admit for someone who has never kissed anyone before he is sure a hell of a good one. I pull away, he was turned into a vampire like me. Mark lays down, so I do the same. I drift off to sleep.

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I wake up to a hand on my waist and sit up quickly to relies it was Mark. "Are you ok?" He asks and I lay back down but turn to face him. "Yeah I'm fine." I answer and look into his chocolate eyes. "Did I wake you?" I ask. "No you didn't, ever since I was turned I couldn't be able to sleep. I'm just glad you can." He says and I give him a small smile. I have this werid concention with him that I can't discrib. It's werid it doesn't feel like I just met him. He is almost as cute as Carter but me and Carter are tight. But what if I never see Carter again?

I have been staring at Mark for a while like I'm stupid, but he has been looking back at me so, I guess I'm not all that stupid. He leans in like he wants to kiss me again. I want to kiss him don't get me wrong but I keep remembering Carter but what if I disobey Mark. What would he do? So I just let it happen, our lips touch, he lifts him self up a little and cups my cheak. Why am I letting him do this? Carter would find out, wait! One of those guys said he could be killed. Was Carter killed? I almost start crying because of it but I just continue to kiss Mark, I need to get my mind off of those things. Carter could be dead.

I get rid of the thought and keep kissing Mark. Carter keeps coming up in my mind but I swip it away. I sit up a little getting closer to Mark. His other hand on my thigh. I can't forget about Carter. It's almost like he is haunting my memories. Before I know it I'm on Marks lap and I amediatly pull back. God what am I doing? "What?" Mark whispers in my ear sending chills through my spine.
I shake my head and lean into his shoulder, letting tears fall from my eyes. Mark raps his arms around me.
"What's wrong?" He asks. One thing I'm going to have to get used to is speaking my mind, because I don't have Carter right now to know why I'm crying. I tell myself. "Carter." I mumble under my sobs. "Who is Carter?" He asks. "My dead ex boyfriend." I sob again. "Oh I'm so sorry." He says into my ear calming me down with his warmth. "You never told me...I'm sorry." He whispers in my ear. I cry a little more, I lost Carter. This is my new life. I don't know how I will be able to stand this. Mark hand slides under my chin and I look up at him. His eyes are warm, his presence is so different than from anyone's I have ever met and I have only known Mark for about a day.

"I really like you but I can't rap my head around why." He says and I blush a little. Ok I really have a blushing problem. He looks like he wants me to say something back but I don't know what to say. I put my hand on his cheak, "Thank you, there are many other people that could have bought me but you did." I say with a little smile. He puts his hand on my shoulder. Mark eyes travel down to my collar, he moves the shirt collar down a little to see a bite mark. "You were turned to..." He says and I nod a little, as I feel a tear roll down my cheak. Mark leans over to my neck and kisses it. He pulls me closer and I just go with it. Mark kisses my neck more sliding me into a comfortable position. When he comes up to my lips I kiss him back. He stops and we roll over and go back to sleep.

I don't understand why I kiss him. But I can't blame myself for it either. All I know is that Carter is probably dead, and yes it is heart breaking but Mark gets my mind off of it. Mark is very sweet and if you think about it I could have gotten anyone. I could have gotten a scum bag that only used me for blood and other things but I got Mark. And I'm happy about that right now. I let my eyes close and go back to sleep.   

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(Authors note)

   Sorry I try updating when ever I can. And I love this song ^^at the very top I linked it^^ this Chapter reminded me of the song. Well most of the book (kind of). THANK YOU FOR READING!! IT'S NOT OVER YET!! 
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