Kenji: It's over there.

I held tightly on Kenji's hand.

Kenji: Misaki...you...um...grip.

Misaki: WHAT!?

Kenji: Nothing...

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We arrived at the café and got situated.

Kenji looks really happy...for some reason.

It honestly creeps me out.

I can't get over the fact that he has changed into a goody two-shoes from his villainous personality.

I just can't.

There must be something that I'm missing.

I should just be direct with him.

Misaki: What's your deal?

Kenji: What do you mean?

Misaki: Why are you pursuing me?

Kenji: Why not?

He's testing my patience...the one and only thing that I am lacking right now.

I can't tolerate this type of conversation.

Misaki: CAN YOU STOP ANSWERING MY QUESTIONS WITH ANOTHER QUESTION!!!

I slammed the table and startled everyone.

Misaki: I'm so sorry.

I apologized and sat down.

I took a deep breath...

Kenji: Misaki...are you alright? I know that you don't want to hang out with me...

Misaki: Yes...I'm fine.

Kenji: I'm sorry if I rub you the wrong way. I'm really sorry. Let me put it this way...I love you, Misaki. I love you so much. Even though I dated so many girls in the past, I just couldn't forget about you.

I pause as he stares at me.

Misaki: You're not blind, right? You can see clearly that I'm a guy.

Kenji: Yes, I can see that. I am way pass that.

Misaki: Okay?

Kenji: Why? Is it wrong to love you because you're a guy?

Yet again, he caught me off guard.

How can he say these things to me?

Has he gone mad?

I don't know what to feel about this.

I've never been confessed to before...

What do you even say or reply?

I don't know.

Misaki: But...but...why?

Kenji: Do you remember two years ago? It was a wakeup call. The truth is...I was a spoiled brat back then. I get whatever and whoever I wanted. You were the very first one to deny me. Again, I'm really sorry for what happened. I was acting out of rage and threw a tantrum. So immature, huh?

Kenji smiles.

Is he telling the truth?

Should I believe him?

Kenji: That's how I know how much I love you, Misaki. You have changed me for the better.

Misaki: Can you stop saying that? It's embarrassing.

Even though I don't have any feelings for this guy, anyone will get drawn into him.

I finally understand why my mom sides with him.

He has this certain charm...that he has acquired somewhere...where he shows his honesty and passion.

Without you knowing, he lures you in...

I need to stay put or else I'll be drowning in his feelings.

I need a comeback.

I need to think fast.

Misaki: I don't think you know exactly what you're getting yourself into.

Kenji: What do you mean?

Misaki: You know...when two guys love each other...

Kenji: Yes...?

Misaki: They have to...um...you know...uh...do it.

Kenji: Do what?

Is he playing dumb?!

If not, this guy is so naïve!!!

How can he not get this?!

Misaki: Sex, dumbass!!!

I angrily whispered on the side.

I don't want to embarrassed myself again.

Kenji: Oh...that.

Misaki: YES!!!

Kenji: Um...I'll leave that up to you. You like BL, right? I'm pretty sure you know what goes down...The birds and the bees between two guys. You can teach me a thing or two. I don't mind learning new things.

Misaki: Uhh...ah...

This guy knows my weakness.

He's too quick.

Here I am trying to get him agitated...but I keep on losing.

I won't back down!!!

Misaki: Are you a seme or a uke?

Kenji: Whaa—t?

I had to explain it to him.

Kenji: Oh...I see. I'm a seme. I'm the man after all, right?

Misaki: I'm a man too. I'm a seme...see it's not going to work out between us. Give up already.

Kenji: Have you tried being a uke? Maybe you'll like it.

Misaki: Whaa—ah?

He's right. I don't have any experience.

How would I know?

There you have it.

Kenji is a formidable opponent.

We finished eating and headed back to the train station.

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We continued to walk...almost in complete silence.

I don't want to dig my own grave...even deeper.

Kenji looks at me.

Kenji: I love you.

How many times does he have to say that?!

This guy is shameless.

Misaki: I don't love you.

Kenji: I'll work hard and make you fall for me...

Misaki: Please don't.

Kenji: You didn't refuse my kiss earlier. You didn't slap or punch me. That means you liked it.

Misaki: I DID NOT! You caught me off guard and I was distracted by Kazuo!!!

We arrived at the station.

And out of the blue...

I see Kazuo and Kyoko in front of us.

Kyoko runs up to Kazuo, wraps her arms around him and gives him a kiss on the lips.

Misaki: Kazuo...

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