twenty-six

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things finally seemed like they were getting better.

but i can't get my hopes up.

You have a new dm

@Michael5SOS: hey

@ccmichael_: hey

@Michael5SOS: so

@ccmichael_: it doesn't have to be awkward

@Michael5SOS: really cause I'm pretty sure last time we spoke on dm you freaked out and left, and I was just sending you all these dms saying how sorry I am and I was looking like a complete fool but all I wanted was to have you back even though you changed your name and never answered me and just completely shut me out of your life.

@ccmichael_: Michael I'm really sorry, I realized I shouldn't have made that decision I made but at that time I was too broken to think and then I didn't text you back because I thought you would be so mad at me until you started tweeting those lyrics and then I started tweeting those lyrics. I felt like that was the only way to communicate about our feelings and to say sorry and then we would start talking again when we both were ready.

@Michael5SOS: you actually have no idea how much you hurt me don't you

@ccmichael_: Michael please. I know I was a bitch and I really don't want to hear it from you. I've beaten myself up about it so much and I seriously wouldn't be able to even live with myself even more knowing I've hurt the most amazing human being
on earth.

@Michael5SOS: wow. I didn't know it affected you that much.

@ccmichael_: don't worry about how it affected me. I'm so sorry I didn't know I meant that much to you that you cried to sleep every night.

@Michael5SOS: I didn't =/

@ccmichael_: but the boys said you did.

@Michael5SOS: well I didn't

@ccmichael_: oh ok..

@Michael5SOS: sorry I was just joking I did actually cry myself to sleep I just didn't want to make you feel even more like a fool

@ccmichael_: jerk. =,D

@Michael5SOS: I missed you

@ccmichael_: I missed you too

@Michael5SOS: we're coming back to Adelaide for a couple days. I some how was able convince management

@ccmichael_: omg really!? When??

@Michael5SOS: im coming in a month

@ccmichael_: can we like hang out?? Or like I come and see you at the airport??

@Michael5SOS: that was the whole idea of the trip dummy

@ccmichael_: heyy don't call me dummy! I'm pretty smart you know

@Michael5SOS: oh really ;)

@ccmichael_: yes

@Michael5SOS: ok then

@ccmichael_: so where are you guys gonna get out??

@Michael5SOS: at the international part downstairs

@ccmichael_: okay I'll stand right at the front waiting for you to come

@Michael5SOS: and then when I come I'll have the biggest smile on my face

@ccmichael_: and then I'll run to you

@Michael5SOS: and I'll lift you up in the air and hold you tight to me

@ccmichael_: and then I'll look into your beautiful blue green eyes

@Michael5SOS: and then... The rest is unknown

@ccmichael_: lol so I guess I'll see you there

@Michael5SOS: I guess you will

@ccmichael_: I gtg I'm really tired

@Michael5SOS: okay bye baby xx

@ccmichael_: bye xx

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