Insanity~The story of me

My Past

I don't remember my Real Parents much I get glimpses of a male who I assumed was my real dad on special occasions. He Had black hair and a mad look in his red eyes, he wore a doctor's mask with a Smile on it. He wore a white dress shirt with a black tie, and black pants, He looked as if he was splattered with blood on him. It didn't frighten me, but intrigued me instead. I also got glimpses of a woman who I assumed was my real mom. She had White long hair, red eyes like The man I assumed was my dad, one thing caught my attention though she had a stitched mouth. She wore what I assumed was a schoolgirl outfit. A red long sleeve shirt, a white dress shirt underneath, a red tie, and a black skirt. She carried around a pair of scissors, They were gold and looked blood stained, and this still had me more interested than scared, but I don't know why. That's all I really see or know about my real parents, My adoptive parents don't know anything either all they say is they found me on there doorstep, and couldn't leave me there, well my original adoptive parents. My new ones well let's just say I wouldn't care too much for them. My original Adoptive parents were killed by a man when I was five. I only caught a glimpse of the murder that night. He was about 5'7 to 5'8, he wore a white hoodie and black jeans. His face was cut and looked burnt,and when he killed my parents he said GO.TO.SLEEP. To this day I don't know why he spared me. It's been almost eleven years now. That's all I really know about my Past I don't talk about it much I really don't even think about it, but that Man and That women still appear in my head. I wanna know who they are, but how can I find out?