the boy i mentioned in the chapter with my friend, ugh he frustrates me so much cause i find him attractive but i don't like him, i like the other guy. plus he's in my class so i know all the stupid things he does
anyways, the other guy i liked smirked at me during math on wednesday and i swear i was blushing. i think he already knows i like him cause on of my friends blurted it out, but if he didnt i think then he knows. when he went back to his seat after, i told my friend and she was like i should shut up, she's trying to do her work. but tbvh, the guy i like is a serious fuckboy and if i tell him that i like him, he probably would like tell his friends and i'm not ready to be questioned by useless people that i don't care about, but i have a feeling that he will start messing with me and i want him to. i have no idea what to do. i asked my best friend and she said i shouldn't tell him, and she's like really good at giving advice, so i'm gonna listen to her. my other best friend said some shit thing about her liking him and how she thinks he's hot and stuff and i was like stfu
