Moonlight Desire (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 6

Rylan POV

For once, I'm very grateful I got the job Reese had recommended to me. The job is under my specialty, so nothing to scare. Thanks God, for the first time I feel gratitude. The owner also very friendly and from their talked, he already married and has a son.

Somehow, I'm jealous for such a lucky man type. It seems they can get whatever they desire for along their way. Reese can guess what swirling inside my mind, thus he excuses us. I can saw owner hopeful eyes, hoping I can start working as a promise date. He quite eager to take me looks around his proud restaurant.

Unfortunately, I can't comply he wish because an earlier incident. The scene keeps replaying inside my mind. The man eyes make my heart tighten and for the first time I feel very ashamed with my body. It hurt when I can feel his eyes slowly scrutinized my body like some x-ray machine.

I do not hate my own body, but somehow the thought crosses my rational thinking. I feel fucking confused by now. Its like he and I had some ambiguous relation. I should've stopped thinking about him. The women beside him maybe his wife, or girlfriend, or mistress.

Why should I need to concern about somebody who has nothing to do in my life? It kinda wore off my mentality and psychology level. Please head; please stop from being unreasonable for one. He was out of my reach. He obviously has a woman or makes a stalker swarm for every step he take.

Recently, my dream was filled with an unknown man. The man who half beast and half human or should be called as a werewolf. The dream keeps getting worse after I saw the shameless couple on the road a few days ago.

How should I explain it? The faceless man in my dream has been replaced by that man's face. That is really weird considering we just met without any proper talk. Just stares each other eyes before I runaway.

Reese also questions my weird behaviour as if I have grown a horn. I dunno beside these strange dreams, my body heat also inconsistence. Sometimes it is very high, sometimes it's normal or cold. Such a playful body heat of mine.

In two days, my hormones keep changing in between angry, longing and lust. I don't know what the trigger. It is freaking annoying at the same time. My sexless world begins to taint by wet dream. Moreover, it's a gay wet dream causing my horny level skyrocket.

I swear I never see any of gay sex video, but at the same time, I keep having a weird dream. I feel ashamed to share it with Reese or anybody else. As if there exists unknown voice inside my mind that keep shouting me to keep it as a secret. Fucking freaks!!!

I always choose very loose pants to avoid anyone spots my private bulge. Sometimes, I feel weak and a burning sensation. The pain was unbearable. It usually happens at night. When it happened, the unknown sad feeling stabbed my heart. As if, the hurt was really from some sort of bad sign.

Why I felt it? The question without answer keeps my mind wandered. Moreover, after meeting that person I felt misery tenfold than before. At the same times, I also have a very strong urges to kill his woman and bury her faraway. It's a ridiculous thought that never crosses my mind, even when I'm in deep shit situation.

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"Hi, Munchkin." I was shocked when a Greek god standing still in my room balcony. He shows a very dazzling smile I ever see through my life. The smile that can outrun the full moon light behind him. He walked slowly to close our distance. Gosh! I feel a great pull as if his sexy being is enthralling me.

"Are you okay, Munchkin?" He kneels in front me. His finger caresses my cheeks with a feather touch. He is teasing me! A naughty smirk plastered across his handsome face. What a naughty man. I can't form any word to greet him back.