Amnesia (A Joe Sugg/ThatcherJoe Fanfiction)

chapter 8

so im in a bad mood ok if anyone read my status they'll know ok (i dont wanna say anything about the side photo, im mentally frustrated) btw when you read the chapter, idk if Zoe has a walk in closet or if Joe has a couch, but just imagine.

Sydney's pov

I woke up this morning with a fresh start. The sunlight was shining in Joe's bedroom, and my oversized tee was making me feel comfortable to sleep in. Wait, why am I in Joe's bedroom? And why am I wearing his T-shirt? I don't have any shorts! I slightly panicked. Did we.. no, it can't be!

I put on my glasses and searched for Joe. I stopped ruffling my hair in disgrace when I saw Joe sleeping peacefully in his small couch. Thank god. What was I thinking? We literally just met. I came back to lying down on Joe's comfy bed and started looking around. So this is the famous Joe Sugg's room. I can't believe I'm here. His camera and other equipment were placed in the left corner, beside his closet. This.. this is insane. My mind soon went to other things, and I sighed.

There are times when I feel really guilty about lying to him that I'm his girlfriend. Yeah, I do get close to him, but I'm scared.

I'm scared because I know that I have to tell him the whole truth sooner, and I'm scared that he won't accept it and he'll hate me.

I decided to stand up and sit beside Joe on the couch. He looks so much like an angel when he sleeps. I ran my fingers through his hair. It felt soft to the touch. As crazy as it seems, I have always wanted to do this to him. Feel his hair through my skin, call him mine..

I'm such a crazy fangirl.

A tingly feeling coursed through my body. I leant down to kiss his cheek. When I did so, his eyes fluttered open. His lips broke into a smile and I can swear that my heart stopped beating at that exact moment.

"Hi Sydney." Oh god, his morning voice! It's so hot. I thought his normal voice was amazing, this was better. My morning voice sounds like a dying frog.

"H-Hi.." I stuttered. I told you. I sound stupid. "Hey Joe, why am I in your room? And why am I wearing your T-shirt?" I asked. "Oh right. You fell asleep yesterday in the car so I carried you here and me and my sister both agreed on letting you sleep. You were talking in your sleep, it was really cute. I changed your clothes into my T-shirt because I think you were feeling very uncomfortable. Your clothes are in the closet right there. Don't worry, I just saw you in your underwear."

0-100 real quick.

"Oh Joe, you saw me in less clothes than my underwear." I winked at him. He widened his eyes and sat up in surprise.

I laughed so hard. "Joe I'm just kidding! You should have seen your face, it was hilarious!" I held my stomach. He pouted and crossed his arms like a baby. "That wasn't funny Sydney.."

I stuck my tongue out at him. The door opened, and Zoe's bubbly head popped in. "Hey guys, what's going in here? Whats with all the laughter?" Even though it was early in the morning, Zoe still looked beautiful. Her hair was tied in a ponytail, and she was wearing foundation and lip gloss through her pajamas. I guess beauty gurus still look like beauty gurus, in any time of the day.

I ran and hugged her. "Hi Zoe! Good morning!" She grinned and hugged back. "Good morning Sydney," she pulled back and turned to Joe. "How is my amnesia brother Joseph?"

Joe put his arm behind his head and sheepishly said, "hello, uhh.. Zoe. I guess that everything is fine." Zoe frowned. "We really need to work on our sibling relationship."

She turned to me and said, "Sydney, I have something to talk to you about. Let's go to my room." I nodded, waved goodbye to Joe, and followed Zoe as she held my hand, leading me in the Sugg household.

She led me to a wooden doorway with the name "Zoe" engraved in pink lettering. She opened the door. "So this is my room, in which you probably know, if you're a fan," and I finally got a good, personal look in Zoella's room.

It was as beautiful and majestical as what you see in her videos, but it looked better in real life. I stood back, my mouth wide open because of the view. I can't believe it, I'm in Zoella's room!

"Woah. This is amazing!" She chuckles because of my words. "Thank you. It took a lot of time making my room YouTube worthy, but I guess it was all worth it.

"If you're curious, open that walk-in closet. That's where all my makeup, camera and equipment, and clothes are." I followed her instructions, and I was greeted by a wonderful display of a ton of makeup in the middle. The left was full of clothes and shoes, and her camera and equipment is in the right side. So this is what it's like to be a popular YouTuber.

I sat down on her fluffy bed, and rested my feet on her carpeted wooden floor. "So, what did you want to talk about with me?"

"Oh yeah! It's important," she sat down beside me. "You do know that the whole world will want to know about Joe's 'girlfriend', right?" She emphasized the girlfriend as she spoke. I looked down.

"Yep, you're right. What should I do? I'm already guilty with a couple YouTubers believing, I won't know what to do if 5 million people knew.." Zoe put her hand on my shoulder.

"I really don't know what to do to help you Sydney, I never experienced this before. But all you should know is, I'm here for you. Even though I'm.." she stopped and closed her eyes. "Betraying my own brother."

I held her hand. "Why are you helping me? What have I done to deserve your friendship?"

"Nothing really. I just want you and Joe to be together.. and by together I mean not faking it." I hugged Zoella.

"Thank you Zoe. Thank you so much."

What have I ever done to deserve Zoe's friendship?