The First Time #JustWriteIt #Firsts

The First Lie

I felt tears slip down my face.
How could he do this to me?
I thought he liked me?
Why did he do this?
Why did she do this?
How could she do this?
She's such a bitch!
I can't believe her!
Those were my few thoughts before I jumped. Before I died.
I walked into school, as usual, beaming from excitement. I opened the doors to the school and guess what I saw?
Dylan was full blown making out with Alyson.
I gaped, tears streaming down my face. The whole school was looking at me watching them make out.
A sob that I was trying to keep inside me accidentally escaped, and I mentally kicked myself.
At and instant Dylan's head snapped up and his eyes widened. Alyson's body went stiff and she didn't even bother turning around.
I saw Brent and he smirked," Oh Kalle, it's not like he liked you anyways. He was using you the whole time, it was all just a big, fat, lie."
I sobbed again and Dylan spoke," Kalle-"
I whipped around, and ran out the school, embarrassment, humiliation, and anger coursing through my veins.
I heard two voices yelling," Kalle!"
Over and over again. I ignored them and I made it to a bridge, the bridge that crossed from a cliff to the other side of the cliff, about a one-hundred foot drop.
My head cruelly reminds me of Brett's words It was all just a big fat lie...
BIG
FAT
LIE....
I felt something grab my wrist and I knew it was Dylan.
His voice said," Kalle, stop-"
I cut him off," Why?"
I turned around and he whispered," Because.... I love you."
I narrowed my eyes
"Sure. But I hate you, so the feeling isn't mutual."
Then I pushed him back and I jumped.
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I woke up from me falling on the floor. I was screaming and crying and I saw someone rush into my room. I looked up and I saw my neighbor, one of the twins, Darrel. He had a worried look plastered on his face. He said," Kalle, I was coming to give you something my mom made, but I heard you screaming and crying! Are you okay?"
I nodded," Yeah, I'm perfectly fine."
He obviously didn't believe me, but he didn't press it, so I was thankful.
But I felt something weird, it felt so real.
How did this happen?
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Hey guys, no confusion? If you are, everything before the four black dots is just a nightmare, it isn't real! It never happened, she's 100% alive. Okay, hope you enjoy, Kalle ;)