Broken Generation (Sequel to Don't Go)

Chapter 11

"Eh, first a burglar came in and tried to steal everything, keep I was attacked by some aliens and finally some person came to told me that I just won a million dollars. You know the usual stuff. You?" I told raising my shoulders.

"Well today I saw a cat fight between two teenage girls over the last shirt with the face of Andy Biersack. It was pretty funny." He answered.

"Ow, you should have called. I would have ran to see that cat fight." I said laughing.

"Yeah, I should have. Josh called me today asking if we wanted to hang out at his place tonight, sadly Crimson won't be there but that's because of her work. So do you feel like it?" He asked me.

"Hell yeah! I mean, I'm a bit sad that Crimson won't be there. But there Josh at least. I'm already done, so if you want to go change I will wait for you in the car." I told him. He shook he head and opened the door again.

"I don't need to change. C'mon Josh is waiting for us." He said and I smiled as we made our way to his house.

** Oli's P.O.V. **

I opened my eyes as I found myself laying on the kitchen floor with Oskar licking my face. I must have passed out from my last injection. I sighed deeply as I got up slowly making sure that all the effects of the Ketamine were now gone. It seemed like it luckily. I turned around and almost fell back down again as a giant spider flashed in front of my eyes. Well, I guess almost all of the effects were gone.

This month seemed to never finish. The minutes were hours, the hours were days, and the days were dead. I chuckled at my own reference. The guys kept visiting me over and over again to see how I was doing. They were starting to get a bit annoyed at me since I didn't put any effort to try and make a new album. Of course if I wasn't in this kind of situation they would have given me a huge lesson by now. However be being shit made them go a lot softer on me.

Somehow they were still oblivious that something could be affecting me. I started to take the drug a bit more often now. The most time I went without it was 2 maybe 3 full days. I don't know, that feeling of numbness attracts me. Of course because of that I had to live with all the other side effects. The one that has been showing up more often were the hallucinations and well my mind. I would have fights with myself that would last even an hour. So far the worst hallucination was when I looked over my bed and saw the whole floor filled with snakes and them slowly starting to go on my bed all towards me.

Even though many times I have told people in the past to never do shit like this and told myself it was wrong. Now I understand them. That feeling, the feeling of wellbeing was priceless. I could actually live a few hours without feeling all of that pain. The pain is just unbearable.

I walked over to my bedroom to get my phone to check what day it was. I frowned as I noticed it was Tuesday which meant that the guys were going to show up soon and drag me to the studio once again. I guess it was better to find myself prepared instead of discussing about it for half an hour. I went to the bathroom to hide everything and made sure there wasn't even a sign of drug abuse in the house. Then I walked over to my closet and picked out a red flannel with some jeans. I put them on and slipped into some vans.

I walked backed to the living room just in time to hear the door knock. I walked over to the door and opened to it to find Nicholls almost surprised.

"Oh hi Oli. I didn't expect to be ready well not even awake honestly. I thought I was going to find the extra pair of keys in my car again and wake you up myself" He said shifting his weight to his left foot.

"Yeah, didn't wake up that long ago anyways. Let's just go ok." I told him. He nodded and started to walk back to his car. I locked the house and sat in the passenger's seat and turned on the radio as we headed once again to the studio where the rest of the guys were for sure already waiting for us.