Addicted To You

I woke up one morning lying in the bed with you. I don't know but I somehow felt complete that time. I don't like you and you already know that. I didn't even notice you when we were still in our younger years. I don't want you in my life simply because I love someone else. But you ruined my life, you forced yourself to me and you hurt the girl that I love the most. Now, tell me, how am I going to forgive you and love you back?

Those words are like daggers stabbing my heart. I did everything just to have him in my life. I guess I'm just blinded by the love that I have for him. If you were in my case, will you just let the love of your life go with someone else? I can't just let that happen that's why I forced him to marry me and I succeeded. Yes, I am that selfish but you can't blame me. I am just addicted to him.