Lost It All (Andy Biersack fanfiction)

The Outcast

"Aria, wake up you're going to be late for school." My mother yelled from outside my door.

I groaned as I rolled out of bed. Going to school was the one thing I hated most. Everybody makes fun of me because 'I'm different'. I will never understand why being different is such a bad thing. Just because I wear a lot if black, I keep to myself most if the time, and I don't listen to the kind of music everybody else does, I get picked on. All I want is one person that understands me and excepts me for who I am. Is that to much to ask for? I guess so.

I walked over to my closet to find something to wear for the day. I decided on my Black Veil Brides shirt, ripped black skinny jeans, and my combat boots.

After I got dressed, I walked over to my dresser and turned my flat iron on so it could heat up. When the timer on my flat iron beeped I started straightening my long hair. My hair was black with teal streaks through it. Honestly, my hair was probably the only thing I liked about myself. I'm a very insecure person, I think my body is disgusting. For once in my life, I just want to feel beautiful.

Once I was done straightening my hair, I applied a thick coat of eyeliner and some mascara.

I took a look in the mirror and sighed. "To hell I go." I whispered a I grabbed my book bag and my iPod and headed out the door.

"Have a good day honey." My mom said as I came down stairs.

"That's unlikely." I replied while walking out the door to get on the school bus.

I pulled out my iPod and started listening to Morticians Daughter by Black Veil Brides.

Black Veil Brides is my all time favorite band. Their music has helped me threw so much stuff. They have honestly saved my life. Their music gives me hope. One day I will meet them, I'm determined.

The bus arrived at school about 10 minutes later. I didn't live that far away from the school, but my mother wouldn't let me walk. She didn't think it was safe.

As I was walking to my locker to get my books, someone shoves me from behind. I fall onto the floor, hitting my head.

"Get out of my way you little emo freak." Amber said while laughing.

Amber is the most popular girl in school. She has shoulder length curly blonde hair, light green eyes, and super skinny. She is that typical high school girl that every body envys. Everybody except me. I think that's why she hates me so much. I don't do what she says or act how she does, so she singles me out in front of everybody all the time. What a bitch right?

I used my arms to push myself back up only to be pushed back down.

"I didn't say you could get up freak. Nobody wants you here. Do you understand that? Nobody likes you and nobody ever will. We all know you cut yourself that's why you have so many bracelets. Why don't you do us all a favor and actually finish the job. It'd be better if you killed yourself. Everyone would be happy." She said as she looked at me with disgust.

I could feel my eyes start to water up. I can't believe she just said that to me. I mean I can it's Amber, but she had never said anything like that to me before. It was a new low even for her.

"Cry all you want, no one cares." She said as her an her friends picked me up off of the floor and pushed me into the lockers and then walked away laughing.

Everyone was staring at me and laughing. I couldn't take it anymore. I took off running out of the school doors. I ran down the road and collapsed in front of the coffee shop.

I sat on the concrete, my face buried into my legs. Why does everybody hate me. I will never understand. I never did anything wrong to any of them. My thoughts racing through my head while tears streamed from my dark brown eyes.

"Are you okay miss?" I heard as a hand touched my shoulder.

"I-I'm f-fine." I managed to mumble out.

"You don't look fine." The person replied.

I looked up to see a familiar face standing in front of me.

"Hi I'm Andy B-." He started to say when I cut him off. Rude I know but I was shocked.

"Andy Biersack." I said while a smile appeared on my face, still in shock.

"I take it you're a fan?" He asked through a slight giggle.

"You have no idea." I replied back. Is this real? Is Andy Biersack really standing in front of me? This must be a dream I said in my mind.

He just smiled an sat down next to me. "What's your name?"

"Aria Estep." I said in a nervous voice.

"Nice to meet you Aria, are you okay? He asked while taking a cigarette out of his pocket and lighting it.

"Yeah, I'm okay." I lied.

He gave me a look like he knew I was lying.

"No I'm not." I said turning my head toward the ground.

"Wanna talk about?" He asked while taking a swig of his cigerette.

"You probably have more important things to do then listen to my problems." I said as I looked over to him, tears forming in my eyes.

"I'm listening." He said as he looked me dead in the eyes. His blue eyes were so memorizing. Their like a trance. I could get lost in them. God, they where beautiful.

"Well I get made fun of at school because I'm not like everyone else. They make fun of me because I wear a lot of black and listen to different music than they do. They call me Emo and hit me all of the time. Today this girl shoved me onto the ground and told me to kill myself because everybody would be happier if I did. " I said while tears started falling from my eyes.

He looked at me in shock for a few seconds. Finally, he stood up and kneeled down in front of me. After using his shirt sleeve to wipe the tears from my eyes, he grabs my hand.

"Don't listen to what people say. I know words hurt, but you are better than that. You are a very beautiful girl. Eventually things will get better. I know it don't seem like they will now, but they will. Trust me." He said as he grabbed my other hand and held it in his.

"Thank you so much. Andy." I said forcing a smile on my face. "It means a lot."

"No problem Hun." He replied back with a smile. I can't believe this is actually happening. I'm still in so much shock.

Andy's phone started ringing and he answered it.

"Hello" he said into the phone. "Alright I'm on my way." He said and hung up.

"I'm sorry I have to go. Maybe we will run into each other again? He said with a smirk on his face. He's so perfect I swear.

"Hopefully." I said back as I stood up.

"I hope things get better for you Aria." He said as he got into his car and drove way.

I stood their watching as his car disappeared into the distance. I can't believe I just met Andy freaking Biersack. My idol. This day went from being absolutely terrible, to completely amazing.

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A/N

Sorry if this wasn't the best. It's my first fan-fiction, so bear with me. I'm trying.

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~Becca💙