"She likes controlled loneliness. She likes to take long midnight walks by herself, with just her thoughts. She likes to spend alone time at home with not caring what anyone thinks. She has a choice to go out with her friends, to a party, but she prefers to be alone at home just doing her thing. She is afraid of being left alone when she doesn't want to be, when she needs somebody and no ones there. She's not afraid of going outside for a while and coming back home to an empty bed. She isn't afraid to be alone and happy then be with someone and not."
