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For the First Time

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by Jescinity

                                        
                                                  12/19/2015
9:58pm
I have so many emotions in holding back. I'm trying to let it go. But it just can't. I'm hurting. Not physically but emotionally. Very very deep it sliced the inside of my heart. Knowing that somehow, I will always be hurt every single day by words either by taking a slap to the face. I'm hurt knowing that even when they don't see what is happening to me already. I'm also hurt knowing that the people who care for me will be upset because I'm like this. But for the first time in my life, suicide and self harm took over my brain. I'm not stupid to do it but just the thought came into my brain.