Who can i trust?-cimorelli

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Elli POV

i decided that i should apoligise to him because i felt bad that I cheated on him, i Love him, i really do with all my heart, its just.. I dont know and now i feel bad

I walk up to his door and knocked on it,"who is it?" He said from the room

"It's me elli,we need to talk" i said to him, "no i don't want to talk to you" he replied

I quickly opened the door then closed it and lock it, i turn around and stare at him,he was looking at the ground

"Look alex,lisa told me why you're sad and im very sorry,i didn't mean to kiss him, i just... Felt lonely" he cut me off by saying "wasn't my love enough for you!?"

I was about to cry, "im sorry!, it was because we started becomming more distanced from each other!, and besides after i kissed him , i felt bad because it didn't feel right kissing him, because it's you who i love and it feels right kissing you, and i told him that i don't think we should hang out anymore because what i did was wrong and i know it" i half shouted at him while half crying

I unlocked the door and ran out as fast as i could

I didn't care where i was going, but i needed to go to the beach,thats all i know

I was staring out at the ocean, i saw a womanly figure, she didn't look america

She had a moko (traditional maori tattoo), she was a maori

She had long black wavy hair, i looked at her , "mum? Is that you?" I said to her

She looks down at me and smiles, wow she is beautiful, light brown eyes, brown skin

"Elli,i know you are hurting right now and im sorry for not being there when you needed me,but trust me,everything will get better,i promise you" she said, the wind started blowing,next thing you know she was gone

I finally got to see my mum,i started to cry, "mum i already miss you even thiugh i don't realy now you that well" i said staring out to the ocean

Someone rested their hand on my shoulder,i looked up to see lauren, "i knew i would find you here" she said

"I just saw my mum" i said to her, she looked at me as if i was crazy

"I mean it,i look kind of like her" i said to her

She just smiled and helped me onto my foot,while we were walking home i told her about everything that happened

"Im sure you and alex will be together again" she said,i hope so

Once we got home the girls came rushing in to hug me, alex stood there waiting, once they finished hugging me alex came in to hug me

I pushed him away from me, i just stared at him after a few seconds of intense staring i walked back into me room, i know it was wrong to push him away but i just don't want to hurt him again

A burried my head into my pillow, i felt someone come sit down next to me

"Elli, when i saw you kiss the other guy it shattered me,because i loved you, and i still do, the reason you got more distanced from me was because you kept going out for runs, it made me nuts for not knowing you were seeing him every day till i found out today,i don't know how you feel about me and thats making me go crazy right now" he said in a soothing voice

I sat up and stared at him, i didn't know what to do so i leaned in to kissed him, it was passionate, he put his hand around my waist and kissed me back, then i leaned back and he was ontop of me.

We release each other from the kiss, i just smiled and he smile aswell, "does this mean you still love me?" He asked me, "what do you mean?, i never did stop loving you" i said and he smiled

We both laid in my bed, "does this mean we are back together?" I asked him, he nodded

I fell asleep in his arm, he hugged me

Lisa POV

when elli pushed alex away it shocked us, she has never done that to him except for when they are playing around

I was gonna walk upstairs to her but alex told me that he will handle it

Hashtag proud sister

I was waiting downstairs, but neither of them came down so i went to check up on them, the two love birds were sleeping together, i took a photo of them sleeping and posted it on twitter

I slowly ran back downstairs, "eeeeep! They made up!" I said to the girls

"Lisa you're such a stalker" christina said to me

"Oh guy,when i was at the beach ,elli told me that she saw her mum, she said that she had some resemblence with her mum" lauren said

"Is it possible to see spirits?" I asked, "well if it was someone you were close with or someone related to you then yes" kath said

"She said her mum had a moko" lauren added,"whats a moko?" Dani said

I search up a moko, and it was a traditional maori tattoo, but for females they usually get it on their chin and for males they get it on their whole face or body, there is usuall a meaning to the tattoo

"Thats what it is, ohhh" dani said, we just started laughing, the little boys came into the living and said "you guys are weird" we gave them the evil glare then they ran off laughing

"We should wake elli and alex up" dani said

"Omg! Lets wrap flour with plastic and throw it at them!" Amy said, we all got up and started doing out thing

After having enough to throw at them we slowly went up stairs and creeped into the room,they were still sleeping, i signalled the girl on three and we threw flour at them

It was going every where but it was fun, it certianly woke them up, them came chasing after us, we ran down stairs, elli tripped and fell down the stairs

We ran to help her up, she quickly grabbed the flour bag out of my hands and threw at me

"Hey!" I moaned like a little kid, we all started laughing

"Girls you will clean up all the ,mess you made" mum said to us

*after cleaning*

Elli and alex was sitting on the couch

"Hey lovebirds" i said to them

They greeted me, i sat down in between them, elli didn't mind at all,we ended up watching a movie called "once were warriors" elli brang it from new zealand, it was a really violent movie and sad aswell, i almost cried

We had dinner as usual,me and elli went back into the room

"So elli are you and alex better now?" I asked her

"Yea we are, just a misunderstanding" she replied, "i heard you saw your mum?" I asked her, she sighed, "yea i saw here, she looked really beautiful, before she was gone she said "elli, i know you a hurting right and im sorry for not being there when you needed me,but trust me, everything will get better, and i do trust her, everything did get better" she said , im smiled at her and said "your mum is a wise women"

Elli POV

just before i was about to sleep i got a text from roxas "hey, its alright if you don't wanna be friends with me anymore, i may not know why, but remember im always here for you if you need me" i replied by saying yea thanks

I was playing back alot of things that happened to me today, especially my mum

Was i going crazy or was it real?, i don't know

I decided that it was a long day and went to sleep