Where The Lines Overlap [CTH]

[38] Parallel Lines

Ew. You're soooooo ugly and fat.

Calum can do sooooooo much better oh lordy

I was off twitter for a few hours and now Calum has a girlfriend??? Buh-bye.

OMG can we all be mature for like 3 seconds and stop sending her hate. This fandom can be so ugly sometimes. I can't.

If you're really dating Calum then you have to promise that you'll take care of his heart for us. He's our squishy turtle.

NO NO NO NO NO NO NO CHINGA TU MADRE.

Well, Calum sure has a type *rolls eyes*

I SHIP IT <3 MOM. DAD.

PUTANGINA LANG PO.

Everyone's buttlicking @AlexiaaaWatson and I'm just lmao

I liked Calum and Stella more tbh lolz

Slaaaay queen, slaaaaay.

Why is Calum being so problematic?

What the actual fuck?!?! NO. I DO NOT SHIP THIS.

"Wow, so this is what it feels like." was all I mumble back to Victoria when I had enough.

"Don't read them anymore." She warns me, too late.  "I'm sorry I even brought it up! Those people...they have no lives and they don't have any right to comment on you, because they don't fucking know you. You're amazing-"

"Thanks, Vic'." I sighed heavily. Suddenly, I wasn't in the mood to talk anymore. "Anyway, I'm gonna get ready to eat dinner. Let's talk more later?"

"Alexia...are you sure you're okay?"

"Yeah." I say with a forced smile in attempt to convince her and myself. "I'll call you later. Bye."

* * *

When I didn't end up showing my face to dinner, my parents both checked in on me as I laid in bed. They both doted on me and asked why I wasn't hungry and I lied and told them that I must have eaten bad airplane food or caught a bug.

I wasn't sure which reason I used to make them leave me be, to be honest, because my mind was going crazy at the thought of all these people insulting me online.

I could now search for my name on Tumblr and there would be multiple posts about me and fans' confessions about who they thought I was. I read somewhere that I was a gold digger, groupie, prostitute or all three...you name it. I probably read it somewhere.

There were numerous edits of the photos of Calum and I at the airport and my face was edited with Michael's or Luke's faces. Even Naughty Boy's.

I tried to not let it bother me, I really did, but it was just so hard to take in.

Last week I was a complete nobody and today, I'm still a complete nobody, but in the media.

Suddenly, my bedroom door swings open and Lily scurries in like a mouse to be by my side. She sat at the foot of my bed and waited for me to say something, but I kept my mouth shut.

"Did you see all the comments?" was the first thing she asked me, after we sat in silence for a while.

"Yes, Lil'. I saw everything." I replied meekly, laying on my sides. "I now have fan accounts of me calling me: "Mom" and double the hate blogs and comments. I made it."