Again

Part 4

"Eodiya?" Taeyeon asked

"Im here outside. How bout you?" Seunghyun asked

"Let's meet at the car park" taeyeon said

^^both of them are in different places.^^

"Hyung come on in its raining" taeyang said
"Aish the rain just poured on me so cold. Bad luck"
"Hyung you've been to the cafe again?"
"Ani"
"Ani. Then whats up with those bread and coffee"
"We need to eat"
"I dont get you. You broke up with her and now you are lingering"
"Its for her own good. Im not good enough"

*** flashback***

"Zico. Im decided. Lets try it again. I know this time i can save her"
"Jjinja? So whats the plan?"
"Ill enjoy the last 2 weeks that im with her. Make sure to give her a nice memory"
"What do you mean?"
"Just wait and see"
"Yah dont tell me that you'll replace her. Thats not a good idea."
"Ahahaha. Ani. Just like what you said. Maybe we are better off not being together"
"What?"
"Lets just go back in time"

Ive treated her like a princess. After going back in time. I made sure that she was happy. We went out. Hang around with friends. Went out of town.

"Oppa gomawo"
"Dont thank me. I should be the one thanking you. Cause you left your cafe to go out on a vacation with me"
"Well it seems like we needed one"

She smiled at me and i kiss her. I made sure that she feels comfortable and not worried about anything else.

"After coming back home. Ill give you flowers everyday"
"What? Wae?"
"Just to pamper you. Ahaha"
"Yah oppa. I dont want flowers. I just want you to be with me. Ok? Dont leave me. Whatever happens"

I just hug her from the back. I dont want her to see my expression. I wanted to say goodbye. After enjoying our days. D-day came.

"Oppa. What are you doing here this early?"
"I want to talk to you"
"About what?"
"Well. I hope you understand my decision"
"Oppa what is this all about?"
"Taeyeon-ah. Just understand that you would always be special in my heart."
"Why does it feel like you are leaving?"

I looked down and followed by a deep sigh.

"Where are you going? What are you planning to do?"
"Taeyeon-ah. I need to be somewhere far away"
"Eodi? Ah is it because of your client? Are they asking you to work with them? Stop the drama oppa. I believe that its only for a week"
"Ani. Its for a year"
"Mwo? Im fine with that. I can wait. Lets have a long distance relationship"
"I cant do it. Im not use to it"
"Im not use to it as well. So what do you want me to do? Im trying to understand everything."
"Let's break up"

She was speechless. We would always argue about some things. We would always end up not talking to each other but i never said that we need to break. In our 4 yr relationship. This is a first. And i didnt imagine that this would happen. Not in a million years. But its for the best.

****end of flashback****

"Aeeee. Mola. You guys were the perfect couple."
"We were. We should move on. Its been a year now. As long as she is living well.im cool"
"I really dont know whats going on your head."
"You dont really need to know"

I smiled at taeyang and left him. I went straight to the studio. I saved her. I havent talk to her ever since. We tend to go different ways so we wont find it awkward once we meet again. I know she is not ready yet. But i am satisfied more than ever. Seeing her alive. If Sacrificing my own happiness means seeing her.alive then im fine with that.

**are you sure?**

"Whose there?"
"Taeyang?"

**are you really happy?**