I don't even think I want to leave anymore I wanna stay here with Chris ,Niyah, august, trey and London but at the same time I miss the world and I miss my family
But if I leave I don't know what will happen to London and niyah this is the most hardest decision I have ever made but my mind playing tricks on me on
I need to know give me a sign give me something god please show me the way at the same time I'm in love with Chris I don't know what I wold do without him
I'm listen to my heart but my mind isn't should I just pack my clothes and leave or just stay with Chris and the girls
But at the same time he kidnapped me
