Thanks for not killing me (lesbian love story)

Thanks for not killing me (lesbian love story) 13

Lillian's pov

I was in Kay's clothes sitting on the side of the sink feeling a tiny bit less like shit I got out the bathroom Kay wasn't in the room but there was food in the middle of the bed I went to it took a bite of toast fought the urge to gag then another but I couldn't keep going so I drunk the water and sighed I could practically see myself relapsing so I forced myself up on left the room I didn't see anyone in the hallway I went downstairs there was a somebody heading in my direction it was a girl she looked familiar "hello Lillian do you need something?" "um well I was looking for zach and have we met?" "I'll get him and no not really though I did dry your clothes before" she flitted away 'dry my clothes?...oh when Kay first brought me here she's the girl who handed Kay the clothes' I remembered how I was jealous about her kissing Kay's cheek not knowing that was just a custom "hey you called for me" I looked up zach had bags under his eyes "you okay?" I asked he chuckled "I should ask you that" "answer my question first" my lips turned up slightly "ok ok I kinda got Kay mad and I really didn't have a right too didn't get any sleep thinking about it" he shrugged and I didn't respond Kay hadn't seemed angry but I haven't been the most attentive person lately "how did you get her mad?" "...I just said some shit that's all" I thought about it but decided against pushing him with more questions "I'm not really doing that well but a little better then before" "that's good your feeling better" I gave a small smile that felt out of place he took my wrist and guided me outside "get on my back" "um" "come on" with hesitation I got on his back with out warning me he jumped about two stories then hanging on the third story balcony he shot us up to the top kay was there lounging on a lawn chair she got up and walked to us "hey love" she said looking at me eyes tender it warmed me her eyes darted to zach "I'm sorry about what I said yesterday ...you were right" she looked down "apology accepted" her voice was a tiny bit cold zach held out his hand Kay shook it then Kay pulled me over so I was standing next to her we headed to the lawn chair Kay put me on her lap and zach flitted away the. Returned with a lawn chair he set in front of us the plopped down both Kay a zach said "okay" "huh?" "talk say what's on your mind get it all out and um I can leave if you want" I understood now "....don't leave Kay" after that I poured out everything doing a lot of crying

*funeral*

Katherine's pov

I felt uncomfortable in my black dress looking at all the sad faces crying over someone I killed a woman with white blond hair stood next to a man with wheat colored wavy hair they were both werewolves the pack had already voiced to me they didn't like having rouges in our territory my father didn't like it either but he allowed it I scanned the faces seeing fake and real emotions the coffin was being lowered into the ground lily threw in a rose tears where streaming down her face she whispered "goodbye" after she walked over to me I put my arm around her shoulder drawing her in close to me we were the last to leave other than lily's mom and her mate who stood away at the side hand in hand me and lily walked over to them

Lillian's pov

It was weird looking into her black eyes 'that's new' then I thought how it was obvious she was my mother our facial structures where so similar her mate was a handsome man I guess he looked uneasy around Kay "I think it would be best if we talk tomorrow" Kay said I smiled she knew me so well my mom nodded they flitted away and I followed Kay to the woods and then with me on her back Kay flitted home going in the room which now had all my stuff except my bed in it my house has been sold off and my fathers loose ends payed for and some how Kay's parents ended up being my guardians bypassing my mother I was glad but I wondered how they did it or more honestly I wondered how much it cost "next Sunday is when you'll be hearing your father's will" I nodded and slipped off my dress i sat on the bed my back on the headboard kay sat in front of me "how are you feeling?" "sad" "um your not..." "it's not that bad" I assured her she nodded "I'm going to take a shower" she leaned forward and kissed me for a second I felt her longing in the kiss it felt like what I was holding back now but she pulled away grabbing a towel she headed to the bathroom

Katherine's pov

My body ached for her I really wanted lily badly but guilt kept me from doing anything i took her father and every night she cries in her sleep I don't think she remembers her dreams because she's starting to seem like her self again other then the times she grows quiet and her eyes glaze over I asked my father about it and he said it should go away in time I sighed in the shower then stepped out drying off I went out and saw lily on the bed she said "Kay can you come here" "sure" I walked to her she got up and hugged me "um" then she pushed me on the bed straddling my waist she kissed me holding the back of my head with one hand the other opening my towel my body going in auto pilot wrapping a arm around her neck the other moving to her front cupping her breast under her bra she moaned in my mouth her hand running up and down my stomach then her body tensed and she rolled off me "w-whats wrong" I panted out "Kay I really want you" her eyes running down my exposed body then back to my eyes "but not like this I want to be happy and experience it fully ...do you understand" I looked into her eyes "yes I think I do" i fixed my towel kissed lily's cheek then got up getting my clothes and changing feeling how wet I was with every step "I'm going to go for a run" "okay" I jumped into the woods running full speed working off my extra energy that my arousal brought once it started getting dark I headed home