Thanks for not killing me (lesbian love story) 12

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Lillian's pov

Kay walked into the room she went to her dresser turned on some music then stood in front of the bed for a second after she laid down next to me wrapping her arms around me from behind she whispered into my hair "what do you want me to say?" my jaw clenched because honestly i didn't know what I wanted her to say and I felt to weak to really think about it "talk to me please" "I ...not yet can we just lay here" I lost my breath saying that one sentence her grip tightened "okay" she kissed the top of my head and I drifted to sleep soon after

Katherine's pov

I got out of bed slowly it was around 8:07 lily was still asleep I went to my balcony then scaled up the house to the roof I had a lawn chair pulled out a little plastic bag and popped a pill into my mouth "Kay really?" zach said appearing on the roof "fuck off" I growled "take her to a doctor" I looked up at "what the fuck will that do?! oh hey my werewolf girlfriend fucking killed my father ha fucking ha they'll think she's crazy... I don't want her taking shit like this" I added holding the bag up "how is she supposed to open up to you your then one who killed her father" "shut the fuck up zach you don't fucking understand!" I yelled my vision tinted red "get away from me NOW!" I roared he was gone in less then a second I paced back and forth then downed the rest of my pills making my vision a little more clearer it would have killed a human I stayed up there till around 11:00 I was calmed all the way down I took a deep breath 'all this shit is making me jittery I haven't took pills in ages' I climbed down to my room lily was laying down mumbling I got closer and made out the word "dad" i grinder my teeth together then got my phone and stepped outside the room I went to recent calls found the only international number then called lily's mother "hello?" "your daughter needs you" "your her mate?" "yes" "is Matthew dead?" "...yes" there was a pause "I'll contact you again when I'm in America" then she hung up I felt the itch to take another pill and before I knew it I was in my closet looking at a shoebox filled with all types of pills i stared at them "my escape" I whispered to myself then I looked at lily and stood up turning the lights off I went to bed

Lillian's pov

Kay wasn't in bed next to me but then I noticed her bathroom light was on the shower was running I could see part of the outline of her body and for the first time in a couple of days I felt an emotion that wasn't negative I felt desire I tried getting up and failed the first time then on my second try got to a sitting position I swung my legs over the side and ran a hand through my hair it was greasy and had tangles I looked out the glass balcony doors my mind wandering to everything that happened I wasn't sure how long I was thinking till Kay asked "hey hon you okay?" she was just wearing a towel I felt a stirring I gulped then nodded "c-can I take a shower?" I cleared my throat "yea of course there's still hot water ...I'll just get you a towel" she went to her closet I heard rummaging then she returned with a towel she handed it to me I went into the bathroom it was still steamy and I looked in the mirror 'I look like shit' then got into the shower feeling my sore muscles loosen under the hot water I cried

Katherine's pov

My back was against my bathroom door lily was in the shower my sensitive ears could her her soft sobs they sounded different from before I got up made breakfast then brought it upstairs lily was sitting on the bed in a towel my heart sped up I put the platter on my nightstand "um I'll get you something to wear" her cheeks were red I couldn't tell if it was from the shower or embarrassment I got an outfit and handed it to her "thanks Kay" I just nodded she sounds so tired i watched her go in the bathroom she closed the door

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