" I not gone say it again " Shawn said I reluctantly got in , and Chris came out the club and made me get in the back
I was pissed he should have drove his own car , I'm grown as fuck sitting in the back seat
When I looked up we was out side me , and my moms house
" What I tell you about drinking , you not even old enough to drink you never even been drunk before " He started yelling
" Go the fuck home " I said irritated cause I felt like my insides were turning and I couldn't stand straight
Chris had gotten out the car to assist me and as soon Shawn was opening the door for me I vomited everything in me
My stomach was hurting my shoes had vomit in them I was disgusted with myself
" You need to eat " Shawn said you could tell he was still mad
" Go the fuck home already " I said
He looked at me shocked cause I never in my life had talkin' to him like that , but I was pissed
" Watch yo fuckin' mouth " Shawn said coming towards me.
" Imma take her to her room " Chris said
We were walking to my room when I mumbled " I still remember "
" What you talking about " He said
" Don't fuckin do that to me " I shouted
" Lower your voice " Chris said
" As much as I act like I'm okay I'm not " I said
" Just be quiet " Chris said now I was heated
" Bitch you fuckin' made me insecure , it may have not seemed like much to you but I was a fourteen year old virgin " I shouted now pissed
" It was nothing serious " he said brushing it off
" Bitch you fingering me at my most vulnerable moment was nothing serious ? Why do you treat me like shit when I helped you every step off the way when your mother left you ! When your father died you cried on my shoulder for two days bitch I was there for you when you moved in with your aunty and your uncle molested you day after day you confided in me I listened to you cry when Shawn and your aunt was to busy for you I was all ways fuckin there and you treat me like shit " I shouted and tears were now streaming down my face . I was hurting really bad.
" No , as much as you were there for me I was there for you too . When you caught your daddy cheating and was scared to tell Shawn I listened to you cry about it . I lied for you every time you stayed out and did dumb stuff with stupid bitch Jayla I listened to YOU cry when Messiah spreaded that rumor about you I fought Malik when he back handed you I held your hand every step of the way when your daddy left and Shawn shut you out I was fuckin there for you too " Chris shouted angry as hell by now I was bawling tears
" What the fuck going on in here " Shawn said we he seen me crying my eyes out and Chris looking angry
I was crying for all the years I couldn't all the times I wanted my daddy and he wasn't there the times I needed Shawn bit he shut me out I just cried
Shawn came over and rubbed my back " Get out " I said exhausted my head pounding my stomach was still turning
I ran to the bathroom and threw up everything but my memories and I wish they could go too.
" Get the fuck out " I shouted throwing everything of my dresser breaking pictures
When I looked up I looked up into my full body mirror that was directly in front of me an hated what I seen
I seen my tear stained face my nose was red an puffy my eyes were puffy as hell my hair was a mess my dress had vomit stains. I hated myself .
I stared at my reflection then a wave off anger took over me and I smashed the mirror with my hands I looked down and my hands were covered in blood
I washed my hands off , I needed to relax
My head was spinning , and I laid down and was sleep almost instantly
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I woke up and my head was pounding and I knew I had a hang over
My brother came in with a bottle a water and something in his hand he handed me two pills I took them then chase them with water without looking
" You okay " he said
" Not now " I mumbled checking my phone
Kelsey - I'm training you today be ready at 4:30 address please ?
Me - Okaay Creston lane 4207
Kelsey- On the way babes
Me - okay
I looked at the clock it was 4:00 I had to get in the shower quickly so I could be ready
" You don't fuckin hear me " Shawn yelled snapping me out my day dream
" Why you ain't never at your own fuckin house " I groaned irritated as fuck
" Watch yo mouth ma want yo stupid ass " Shawn said mushing me
" Okay damn , get out now " I said pushing him out my room
I was in the shower for fifteen minutes then put on some black tights and a black long sleeve half shirt with a red and black plaid shirt tied around my waist
I walked down stairs to see my mom sitting on the couch waiting for me
I sat down across from her and Shawn was behind her
" So you wanna get drunk and act a fool " She said now I was irritated as fuck
" I'm grown so I can " I snapped
" Hold the fuck on " Shawn snapped
" No Shawn this don't have nothing to do with you . Damn SHUT THE FUCK UP " I screamed I was angry as hell
" Nah yo disrespectful ass ain't gone talk to my momma like that " He screamed back
" I got it babe " She said she always does this every since our dad left she treat Shawn better than me I hate it
" Nah Shawn I don't give a fuck if that yo momma she mine too , and I'm disrespecting her let her say it " I said
" That's what I'm saying you not gone fuckin' disrespect her " he shouted
" Who gone stop me " I said challenging him
" I am " My momma said
" Now you got balls " I said chuckling
" This ain't like you why you acting like that " My momma said
" Same reason you acted the you did when I told you daddy cheated " I said now furious
" You went to fuckin far " Shawn said
I wanted to cry but I wasn't supposed to crying last night made me weak and I'm not I wanted Shawn on my side but I wasn't gonna cry
" You better shut yo ass up " My momma said
" Why ? Cause you wasn't woman enough to handle yo responsibility " I said trying to make her hurt cause I was hurting
She smacked the shit outta me " You won't disrespect me in my house " was the last thing I heard her say before I picked up my phone and left
" Morgan " I heard Shawn yell
I was about to turn around then Kelsey waved me over to her car I got in immediately
I laid my back on the head rest so the tears that were threatening to fall wouldn't
" You okay " Kelsey said when I didn't reply she left it alone
I felt alone.
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The Life Of A Stripper
Romance" What's done in the dark always comes to the light. You cant keep your dirty little secrets forever" Morgan is 20 years old when her mom is in desperate need of help. How far will Morgan and her 22 year old brother Shawn go to help. Will she get...
chapter 3- Drunken Thoughts
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