Personal Soldier (a Nathan Sykes fanfiction)

Baby shopping

Nathan noticed and got hand and squeezed it.

"What's wrong?" He asked

"N-nothing" I stuttered. A guy waiter came to take our order. We ordered.

"Oh! Look it's Josie" I heard Zayn say. Please don't come here. Please. Nathan tensed up and now it was my turn to give his hand a squeeze

"Hey Josie, long time no see" Louis greeted. I looked up and gave him a fake smile

"Hey!" I said hi.

"Hello Nathan" Louis said hi to Nathan. It was Nathan's time to force out a smile

"Hey mate" he greeted. Zayn and the rest of the gang came to our table. Harry and Niall no where around.

"It's been such a long time hasn't it Josie?" Liam asked

"Yeah" I breathed out.

"Where's Max then?" Zayn chuckled asking Nathan.

"Home I guess" Nathan shrugged. Niall and Harry joined the boys. Niall tensed when he looked at me. I froze and stared into his blue eyes. Nathan cleared his throat and we broke eye contact. I felt like bursting into tears just seeing Niall and Harry. Two boys that hurt me.

"Spaghetti bolognese for you and spaghetti bolognese for you" the waiter set our food on the table. The waiter felt the tension and saw how I was near to tears

"Err? Excuse me gentlemen please return to your seats" he spoke up. I thanked him with my eyes. The boys groaned and said goodbye before going back to their table.

"Thank you" I whispered, a tear slipping down my face.

"No worries ms. Please enjoy your dinner and if you need anything, my name is Austin" he scurried back to attend more people.

"Are you ok princess?" Nathan asked softly

"Please don't call me that" I laughed

"Whatever" he rolled his eyes. Dinner went normal as I expected. The baby kicked again, my eyes widened in pain.

"Are you ok?" Nathan panicked

"Baby kicked" I smiled. He sighed in relief and nodded. Nathan payed and we walked back to the car. Nathan gripped my hand as paparazzi shot out questions

"JOSIE ARE YOU EXCITED ABOUT THE BABY?"

"NATHAN ARE YOU GOING TO PROPOSE?"

"IS IT TRUE YOU HAD SOMETHING WITH NIALL FROM ONE DIRECTION?"

"OVER HERE"

"NATHAN SMILE"

I panicked and hurried to the car. Nathan pushed me in and ran to the other side and climbed in fast and shut the door. He put he key in the ignition and drive off.

"Fuck" he breathed out. That sounded wrong so I giggled

"What?" He asked

"That sounded wrong" I laughed. He kept a straight face but cracked a smile and laughed along with me. He started to moan out loud. I laughed harder

"Oh! Josie" he moaned, hitting the steering wheel with his fists

"Don't. Stop" he groaned. At this point I had tears running down my cheeks.

"Ow. So hot" he breathed out.

"Please. Stop" I managed to say while laughing. He laughed and stopped moaning and groaning

"Admit it. It was funny" he laughed

"Yeah" I calmed down.

"Sex" he mumbled

"What?" I asked

"I said that sounded like I was having sex" he looked at me and nodded.

"You just realized that?" I shook my head

"Nah" he kept driving. We arrived at the flat. We got off the car and locked it. We opened the door to the flat and I went straight to the bedroom

"I'm so tired" I groaned. I took off my maternity jeans and shirt. I changed into my pajamas. Nathan yawned and took off his jeans and shirt. He just went to bed like that. I joined him in the bed and snuggled up to him.

"The baby is kicking again" Nathan smiled. I yawned and nodded.

"Tomorrow the people from ikea are going to deliver the baby furniture here" he informed me

"Ok" I nodded

"I think we should move into a house. You know? More space" Nathan said

"The baby would be a new born, it doesn't need much space" I told him.

"Oh, true" he yawned

I closed my eyes and let myself drift into my dreams

"Night beautiful, love you" he whispered. I was too tired to reply.

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Hey guys, I'm really upset because today one of my friends over dosed on pills and she's in the hospital. It's really sad to know she'd do that. If you have any problems such as cutting, starving, or just simply depression I just want to say that you are not alone on this battle. If you think you have no one that cares about you, then let me tell you now. I may not have physically met you but I just want to tell you that I care. I want to help you if you have problems. If you are upset or feel alone then please don't hesitate to ask for my help, I truly do care even if I haven't met you. Comment and I will give you some sort of way to communicate so I can help you.

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-Josie :) xx