Les Twins Test of love

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Jordan's POV

"Im sorry he didnt make it", my ears were ringing and I felt like I was going to throw up. I couldnt move, no words were leaving my mouth just ragged breathing. Laurent can't be dead,

"He's not dead, he cant be, Larry tell them", I look over to Larry who was rocking back and forth on the floor, his head in his lap, muttering things to himself. I ran towards him and knelt down, "Larry please say something", I felt myself choking on my words, I needed to compose myself for the sake of Larry. The nurse was stepped forward and was ready to say something when one of her colleagues ran towards her,

"Nurse we need you, looks like we have a heart beat again",

"Wait, wait he's alive?", the nurse ran back in, while i was waiting impatiently outside, looking at a catastrophe that I caused. I let my tears fall free, I couldnt live with myself, what the hell have I done? I completely forgot about Larry until I could hear him whimpering, I turned around immediately and helped him up on the chairs,

"Larry can I get you anything?", he stopped rocking back and forth and stared at me with such hatred,

"Stay away from me", I was confused and shocked,

"What? Larry I know what happened is devastating but you need to stay strong"

"You no listen to me? I said stay away from me and my brother", he got up from his seat, anger in his eyes, "because of you my brother was hurt, because of you my brother spend nearly everyday crying, regretting he hurt you, he always lock himself away from us, he shut me out because of you, he starved himself because of you, dont you think you cause enough damage?"

"Larry please I-", at this moment my vision became blurred, I could feel my body aching to cry,

"Dont Larry me, mon frere died because of you, this is all your fault you stupid bitch, get the fuck away from all of us, everything you touch, everyone you know, you destroy. I'm surprised that baby is still alive"

"How dare you fucking say that? I know I caused this, okay I fucking know but dont you dare think you have the audacity to bring my son into this, I can raise a child. Im not completely helpless. I was hurt, your brother was engaged to me but clearly at that time it didnt mean anything to him when he cheated on me, dont you ever think about how I felt, im not the complete bad guy here. It's not like I had a fucking dream that Laurent was doing all this, obviously if I knew I wouldnt have been so harsh-",

"Why you always make everything about you Jordan? How can you no think this not your fault, that stupid boyfriend of yours that you use to make Lau jealous, well let me tell you it work, but from now on nothing you do will hurt Lau because you no see him anymore", I got up from my seat and walked towards him,

"Oh for fuck sake Larry do you hear yourself? You cant stop me from seeing him",

"Go now before I call security",

"Oh my god you're actually serious", I turned around slowly walking away, but I felt the need to say something more, "You know I hope you have a good enough story to tell Laurent about why Im not here and I am truly sorry about all the damage I've caused, I really am but if you cant get past it thats your problem although I hoped you would have been more of a brother to me than an enemy, thanks Larry, at least I know what you really think", I took one last glance at Laurent and walked away which I knew was the biggest mistake but I had no choice. Is this what it felt like to be all alone, i felt like I got hit by a bus but I didnt die because I was living with the pain. I was outside of the hospital cold wind hitting my face. Larry's words repeated in my head, what if im not capable of raising up this human inside me, my son. Honestly right now I didnt care about anything, I just wanted to get away from everything. I was dwelling on calling a taxi but I just wanted to walk, to take my mind of things. I felt my phone buzz and saw it was a text from Carmen,

"Hey babe, tell me when to pick you up from the hospital, I got off from work early so i'll be waiting for you ✌"

I deleted the text and deleted Carmens number, along with Larry's and Laurents. Larry was right, everything i touch and everyone I know I destroy, I was born to be alone. For the first time I knew that dance wouldnt be able to fix this or even make me feel better. After all my thinking I realised I was standing outside a bar, one drink wouldnt hurt anyone. I walked inside the bar, heavy metal music playing. It smelt of cigarettes and beer. I walked towards the counter,

"Hey can I have something that will help me take my mind of things because right now my head is fucked"

"Sorry beautiful i can't, you're pregnant"

"Im not pregnant, Im just a little fat.... Look I just argued with my ex's twin brother who hates me because his brother, my ex, is in a coma, he died then apparently came back to life and now according to him I have to stay away from them both", the cute bartender leaned towards me,

"Ok that is fucked but look just one...and it's on the house"

I woke up in an unfamiliar place, shit I was still in the bar, I took my phone out and saw 13 missed calls and 35 texts from someone, wait I recognised the number, it was Carmens. I ignored it and looked at the time, it was 1am. I tried getting up but my head was hurting,

"Hey hey easy there, you passed out so I carried you over to the sofa, do you have a ride or anyone to take you home babe?", another cute bartender was hovering above me,

"Oh you look like an angel...gabriel angel, yaaah is that you?"

"Haha look you're drunk and its very late, tell me where you live and i'll take you home"

"Yo dude, get yo hands off my girl", a tall male came rushing forward and pushed the bartender out of the way, he looked familiar,

"Sorry man, she had a couple of drinks and passed out, she's pregnant you should take care of her",

"Dont tell me what to do, I know thats my child", wait I know his voice, the anger in his tone,

"Hey baby," he sat down and ran his hands over my legs, "so good to see you",

"Ty-tyrese"