Les Twins Test of love

Fear

Jordan's POV

''You didn't have to you know?''

''What?'', I said while holding the menu. Me and Carmen were at our favourite food joint, she wanted to have lunch with me, I mean according to her its just 'catching up' on things but I think there's a little bit more to it,

''You didn't have to find another guy to make Laurent jealous, I get it he cheated on you but you don't have to rub it in his face, he's hurting....a lot'', I removed the menu from my face and placed it on the table letting out a long sigh,

''Carmen please don't get involved in my love life, you don't even know the half of it. If I wanna date someone I will''

''I'm just saying the least you can do is forgive him, at least talk to him, smile at him, make him feel that not all of it is his fault'',

''So you're saying its partially my fault too?'', as soon as she was about to answer her head snapped towards the door. It was Larry and Laurent, ''Oh my god what is he doing here?'', she didn't say a word and I knew she planned this, ''You sly bitch! I knew there was more to it'', I muttered through gritted teeth. As Larry walked towards me with a welcoming smile I got up and enveloped him into a warm hug,

''Hey Jordan you okay? I hope you no mind I bring my brother with me, he just...really bored'', he chuckled to himself and looked down while rubbing the back of his neck,

''No no of course its fine, I mean it's your brother and you know...here take a seat Larry''. Could this anymore awkward, Laurent was sitting opposite me and I could feel is eyes burning holes in my face, I looked up at him and got lost in his eyes for a minute. I could see he was hurt, he was in pain, he looked lost, like a child without its mother. I quickly snapped out of the gaze and shook my head, at the end of the day any pain that he was feeling he inflicted on himself, I had nothing to do with it, it was all his fault. Carmen could feel the tension so she quickly broke the silence,

''So who's up for ribs?''

*10 minutes later*

It was a long and quiet ten or so minutes but finally our food came, I was starving. My stomach grumbled and I held it out of embarrassment, I heard someone chuckle and looked up to see Laurent smirking,

''I see you still always hungry belle''

''Well I do have to eat for two people, your child'', his smile was wiped from his face and he looked down, embarrassment written all over his face. I glanced at Carmen and I knew she would be verbally abusing me later on. Just as I was about to get started on the ribs my phone rang, thank god it was Tyrese,

''Hey Ty....im good babe....no Im not busy....wait now?...sure....yeah that's like 5 minutes from where I am.....ok babe I'll be right there...ok bye'',

''Why you go to him when we have lunch together'', Laurent said not taking his eyes off his plate,

''Because I want to I don't see what's your problem'', Laurent stopped stabbing his salad with his fork and banged his fist on the table,

''Im sorry Jordan okay! Im sorry I do this, Im sorry I was a big fool and cheat on you, everybody makes mistakes just forgive me please, I beg you, please forgive me'', his eyes filled up with tears and one rolled down his cheek, he quickly wiped it away,

''Forgive you? You knew damn well that I could have been pregnant because your pull out game was so weak but because your weenie was throbbing for some pussy you had to go and fuck another hoe to satisfy yourself. I've forgiven you but I cant forget, I don't want you anywhere near me or my baby, do you understand?''

''Jordan stop, that's my brother and the father of your baby, how dare you?'', Larry interrupted while gripping my arm,

''How dare he Larry, How dare he'', I pulled my arm away from Larry and stormed out the door. Cold wind hit my face causing tears to fill my eyes. I wanted to cry, I wanted to collapse on the street and let the earth consume me. I cant believe I said that to Laurent, I cant believe I said that to the man I still love but I have to forget about him, I have to. My heart yearned for him so bad, not one night have I slept without thinking about him, I missed him so much, I felt like an empty shell, but I had to straighten up if Tyrese saw me like this he would question me. Tyrese is a big, muscly man whereas Lau is slim and very fragile to me. Lau, I missed calling him Lau. I was too much in my thoughts that I hadn't realised I had arrived at Hyde Park. What I saw brought tears to my eyes, Tyrese had set out a picnic for me with rose petals scattered around the ground. He had a flower in his hand and got up and walked towards me. He put the flower in my hair and kissed my forehead,

''Our first date had to be special so I thought I'd do something like this to prove that I am capable of doing things on my own''

''This is beautiful Ty, oh my god thank you so much baby'', He leaned forward and pulled me towards him and wrapped his arms around my waist,

''Anything for you Jordan'', he moved in and kissed me, but this kiss felt weird, it felt different. There were no sparks, no fireworks, nothing. It didn't feel special, not like it was with Laurent. I didn't kiss back and instantly knew that was a mistake, ''What's wrong babe?''

''Why would anything be wrong?'', I laughed nervously,

''You didn't kiss me back, did I do something wrong''

''No of course not'', I was hoping he would drop the subject but he was hesitant as he kept staring at me, ''It's just Laurent, he-''

''Oh enough with him already, he's your ex Jordan drop him already''

''But he's the father of my baby'', I said while holding my stomach,

''Yeah one who cheated on you! Look I don't want you talking about him when you're around me ok''

''I didn't mean to-''

''JORDAN if I ever hear another word about him I swear I will do something that I will regret'', he let out the loudest and longest sigh I have ever heard, ''Im sorry baby, look I didn't mean what I said, I just...I just get jealous when you mention him, its like you still like him and I cant help but think you don't like me'', at this point I regretted ever meeting him, but I had to form a cover, pretend like what he said didn't bother me,

''I-I understand, I don't like him at all, he's nothing to me, you're the man in my life now''

''I'm so happy to hear that, come on baby lets enjoy our lunch''.

Never in my life have I felt so much fear, what did he mean he will do something he regrets? Did he mean murder? I need to get out, get away from him but I couldn't make him suspicious, I had to talk to Carmen after this but I doubt she would want to talk to me after what happened earlier. What have I done? I made things worst for myself. I think im in danger.