Good Girls Are Bad Girls Bondi Rescue

10

It had been a month since my slip up with drugs and I was doing pretty well Jesse goes back to work today so he was freaking out

Jesse - are you sure your going to be alright

"Fine I swear babe I have pole dancing at 11 then lunch with dad then before I know it you will be home

Jesse - alright I love you and I love you to little girl

He kisses Emily's head and my lips

"Goodbye

He leaves and I play on my phone when Emily laughs

"What you laughing at baby girl I'll give you a feed then your going to sleep while mum goes to dance

I feed Emily putting on my booty shorts a crop top with a big hoddy and my nikes putting Emily in the car driving to the studio putting Emily's seat in the corner while I did my class driving to the restaurant me and dad were meeting sitting down

Reidy - my gorgeous daughter and granddaughter

"Hey how's things

Reidy - really good haven't seen you in ages

"Yeah been busy

Reidy - Jesse told me you got addicted again

"Yeah after my pain relief from her I just completely dropped off the scale i guess

Reidy - but your fine now ? How are you and Jess

"I'm alright now we're good I guess I think I'm still trying to convince him I can handle it

Reidy - yeah he was really worried about you you went from some bad ass to a crier

"I know I freaked my self out for a bit this one changed me a lot

Reidy - most of the time it's for the better I honestly wish I could of found your mum after she ran off maybe we would of been a family

"Can you imagine that I can't stand her she basically disowned me a couple of weeks ago

Reidy - why

"I basically told her everything I have ever done over my life and yeah she hated what she heard

Reidy - yeah well she had to hear sometime

"Exactly oh well I guess I better get going Jesse will be home soon

Reidy - see yah

I drive home putting my Bikini on laying on the deck feeding Emily before resting her sitting up on my thighs Emily taking a photo for Instagram

~ pole fitness nap this morning lunch with granddad now waiting for dad to get home it's a hard life ! @jessepolock @_reidy #whyisshetannerthenme

Jesse - babe

"Out here

Jesse - there's my gorgeous girl