Chapter 27

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Chapter 27

2 weeks akong useless. Depressed na naman. Wala akong kinakausap. Kain, tulog. Yan lang ang ginagawa ko.

Hindi ko pa nakakausap si Ivan, parang cool off nga kami eh.

Hindi ko pinapapasok si Matt. Parang may sakit ako sa ginagawa niya eh, padala ng padala ng pagkain, fruits at kung ano mang bagay na edible.

If Dad was still alive. He would have help me to choose.

The thing is, do I have to choose? :(

Hindi ko alam eh. Parang ayokong harapin yung problema. Ako lang rin naman gumawa nito. But I can't solve it.

Kung matagal ko na siyang kinalimutan ng tuluyan, edi sana hindi nagkakaganito.

It was all my fault. Nang dahil sakin dalawang tao ang nasasaktan or masasaktan pa. STUPIDITY! :(

Knock! Knock! Knock!

"Sis, pwede ka bang makausap?” Sabi ni Kuya. I guess serious talk na talaga 'to. I have to face him.

“Sure kuya.” He sat on my bed. But I looked away. Tumitig lang ako dun sa family picture namin sa study table ko. :-[

“Sis.” Kuya held my hand. “I know, nahihirapan ka na.Mom told me what's happening. You have to choose.”

“Eh, kuya. Hindi ko alam kung sino eh.”

“But your heart knows. Kailangan mong pumili, may masasaktan talaga in the process.”

“I don't want to hurt anybody. I don't want to hurt myself!” I was crying. I was yelling to my brother. Which is so unruly. But I can't help it.

"That's Life Sis. Hindi lahat ng pagmamahal, puro saya lang. Sa mga sakit na matatamasa mo dun ka tatatag at matututong mas magmahal ng lubos. I hope you'll make the right choice. I believe in you.”

Aalis na sana si Kuya..pero may pahabol pa sya..

"And lastly Sis..You better choose your destiny now, . Before fate makes the choice for you."

I just continue crying.

DO I REALLY HAVE TO CHOOSE?

Ring Tone: Crazier by Taylor Swift.

Matt

Calling..

At first I hesitated to answer. Pero sinagot ko din.

“Ivy.” Goosebumps. Di ko alam kung kinikilig ba ako na ewan eh.

“Matt. Why did you call?”

“I just missed you.” My heart skipped a beat.

“I… I.. missed you… too.” Anu ba ang sinasabi ko..Patay ako neto..

Next thing I knew, naglalakad na ko papunta sa Mini park. I don't know kung tama ba to. Pero sabi ko nga. It felt so right.

I saw him dun sa swing.

Umupo naman ako dun sa swing sa tabi niya.

“Pumunta ka.”

“Ayy hindi picture lang toh..haha.” Nag-swing naman ako. Pero mabagal lang. Parang katulad nung bata pa ako.

“Have you made up your mind?”

“Huh?”

“Sabi ko, may napili ka na ba?” Haay. Eto nanamang pilian.

“Do I have to?”

“Ivy. Mahal kita. Alam kong mahal mo parin ako.” How can he be so sure? Eh ako nga, hindi ko sure kung sino ba talaga mahal ko eh.

He stood up and hugged me from behind.. :-[

“Please, choose me. Let's continue what we have started.”

"Matt. I--"

Then I heard a cough from somewhere.

Napatayo naman ako.

“Sino yun?” Pagtatanong ko kay Matt

“Hindi ko alam eh. Baka napadaan lang.”

“I'm going.” I took a step back but pinigilan niya ako.

“No.”

“Let's just talk some other time.”

Nagmadali ako pauwi. Kinabahan ako bigla.

Malakas ang feeling ko na si Ivan yun eh. :-[

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