Flipped - The Pack MVP ^On Hold^

Thoughts

Vikk's POV

I walked into the kitchen and looked for something to make. I looked around and found some Hot Pockets in the freezer so I heated up one of them. I put it in for two minutes and waiting for the microwave to beep. Once it did, I got out the Hot Pocket and took it out of the packaging. I put the plate in the sink and continued on to the living room. I took my first bite of the Hot Pocket and immediately regretted eating it that fast. The cheese burned my lips and tongue so my immediate response was,

"FUCKKKING HELL." I said using my hand to touch where it burned my lip. I see Jerome poke his head around the corner.

"Vikk?"

"What!"

"What did you do?"

"I burnt myself on a fucking Hot Pocket."

"Oh, those things are volcanoes. Well sorry about that bro. Wanna play Huger Games?"

"Sure let me finish eating this devil." And so I went into the living room and continued on carefully eating the Hot Pocket while the others just chatted with each other. I had finished my Hot Pocket and so we went up to our rooms and joined a Hunger Games server. It was so funny watching all of the fangirls going crazy that 5 of us were all playing one game together. It was so much fun to play together all as one. After about 20 minutes, Lachlan walked into Preston's room and watched and helped him play. About 20 minutes later from that, Mitch suggested we record. I just sighed and said that I was tired, it was 10 pm here. But mainly it was because I hadn't recorded a video yet in this way and I was scared to start. I just didn't feel right in this skin, but hopefully this will change with some well deserved sleep.

Everyone else just wished my a good night and I walked into my room and laid down on my bed. I set my alarm and tried my hardest to fall asleep, but my normal sleeping position hurts my boobs. But I managed to get comfortable and some how fall asleep, praying for a different tomorrow.

And I could tell something different in the morning, but it was that my hair was everywhere possible. I slowly got up and moved my hair around so it was not in my mouth and nose. I just slumped over to my bathroom and sat down in the toilet seat. Before I could figure out what was happening, I felt some tears coming down my face. Fuck hormones. Not nowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

I want to fucking be normal now. The fuck????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just sat crying for awhile before composing myself and walking out of the bathroom. I went to the kitchen and eat a chocolate waffle. I then eat a pancake, then an apple, then a granola bar. And yet I was still hungry.

I walked up to my room, hearing some others record so I decided to edit a video I recorded awhile ago. It was a Pixel Painters I recorded with Preston and he never used it so I was going to. I don't get how the other girls can record like this. I just feel to weird when I record like this.

I sat down and got to work. So about 30 minutes later, the video was ready and about 10 minutes from being up. I decided to stand up and stretch out my muscles, so I did. I really felt like I needed to move so I decided a quick jog around would be nice. A lot of the other boys didn't like to run except Rob. So I made my way downstairs, to see if Rob wanted to go run. I looked around from room to room in the house until I found Rob in his room on his phone.

"Hey Rob?"

"Hey what?"

"Do you want to go for a run? It will only be quick."

"Okay, are you ready to go for a run?"

"I think so, if not I will tell you."

"All right, I will be out in a little bit." Rob said getting up from his phone and going to his closet. I walked back up to my room and looked for some kind of loose shirt. I found what I was told was a sports bra (by the cashier) and a muscle shirt. I see girls wearing this all of the time, so I might as well try it out. I found a pair of shorts I bought and threw them on. When I finished, I walked over to Mitch's room, and asked him to help put my hair up in a ponytail. They were really nice to help and I was out and to the door in about five minutes. Rob came down the stairs after me and made the snarky comment,

"Two days and already you are becoming such a girl."

I rolled my eyes and continued on outside.

"To Mani Street and back?" Mani street was about a quarter of a mile away so a half a mile run was not that bad.

"Sure I should be back in time to record with Jerome."

"All right let's go." I said as I began our jog to Mani Street. It was a completely normal run. We ran there and back in about 15 minutes. 

When we got back, I quickly jumped in the shower and began to wash off my sweaty nasty body. I stood in the shower and washed myself and for the first time washed my hair. I literally had to put like half the bottle on my head. Holy shit. Today has just been one of the weirdest day I have ever had. And I don't know when this feeling will go away. Maybe after awhile it will go away. But what about the rest of my life? What will happen to my job? I can't really tell my subscribers what happened because they would not believe me. I could start a new channel. But I would have to start on the bottom again and I don't want to do that again, it was hard enough back then. So now what? The only thing I can think about is taking a break from YouTube until I can figure out what to do. Until I can hopefully get back into a boy.

Maybe I can go back to normal. But now I will have a sliver of knowing of how woman go through their life. Maybe I can respect women even more than I did, even though I did so much. This just puts that on another level.

"GET OUT OF THE FUCKING SHOWER MATE."