Curves For My Mate.

Chapter 2

Fuck........

My.........

Life.........

We have been at the mall for over four hours and I was really starting to regret it.

I mean why couldn't I just go in sweats or something. I really wasn't up for this right now. I could feel the annoyance bubbling inside me and I knew if I didn't keep my cool I was going to snap.

"Come on Haley can we just go home, I mean there's obviously no good dresses in my size." I said with a sad look on my face.

"Come on Kat, we'll find something, I just know it."
"I'll tell you what,we leave now and I'll fish out one of my dresses from my closet and still go to the ball with you." I replied hopefully.

"No! Now come on. "

She quickly grabbed my hand and dragged me  away from the current shop we were in which were filled with gorgeous dresses but none of them in my size.

"OMG! Kat that's your dress. " she squealed in my ear,which was insanely painful by the way.

We quickly entered the store where she saw the dress, even though I seriously doubted it would fit but I humored her.

She let go of my hand and I quickened my pace to keep up with her. She led me to one of the mannequins in the middle of the store.
How on earth did she even see that?

The dress was stunning but it would never fit and I made sure to let her know.

"Come on Haley that would never fit me."

"Yes it will..it's your size I know it....your not fat you know...you just love to put yourself down now try the dress on before I strip you and shove you into the dress myself." She said menacingly.

I gulped and asked the shop assistant who had appeared out of no where I could try on. She went through a door that I'm guessing led to a store room and came out with a packeted version of the dress.

She handed it to me as I made my way to the dressing room to put the dress on.

Ugh, Haley's a real pain in the ass sometimes.

I stripped my clothes off and I looked down as to avoid my reflection in the mirror. I hated seeing myself naked.

I slowly steeped into the dress and pulled it up my body before I did the zip.

It really was a magnificent dress. It was a royal blue floor length dress with a tight bodice that was sprinkled with little diamonds that glittered in the light.....
It had a sweetheart neckline with no sleeves and it flared out at the waist. It was the most beautiful thing I had ever put on and I couldn't help feel like there was someone out there who would probably look better in it.

"Yo Kat are you OK in there?"

Instead of replying I stepped out of the dressing room. Haley looked at me with pure astonishment in her eyes.

"OMG Kat you look so beautiful.... please get the dress..... pppllleeeaaassseee..... "

"She is right miss, you look outstanding and your boyfriend is lucky to have such a lovely girl....you should definitely get it." Said the shop assistant.

I could feel the blush creeping up on me.
"There is no guy actually and I don't know..... "I said with reluctance clear in my voice.

"Please Kat..... for me???"Haley asked while pulling her darn puppy dog face on me...she knew I couldn't resist when she did that.

"Fine, fine,I'll get the dress." I said with a sigh.

"Yay!!!  Believe me Kat I'm gonna make you look even more beautiful than you already are."

We quickly purchased the dress and left the store after the thanking the assistant. We made our way to the food court cause we were both starving.
We sat at an empty table as we waited for a waiter to come take our order.

Soon a guy who seemed to be a couple of years older than us,wearing the waiter's outfit came to take our orders. Haley ordered a chicken burger with a large coke while I ordered a large fries and chicken with a large a coke as well...I could see from the looks he gave me that he was criticizing me about my food choice....I mean come on..a girl's gotta eat right?

I still felt uneasy though knowing he was judging me yet he didn't even know me..but what did I expect. I was curvy and many people don't appreciate that,but I couldn't dwell on my self pity now, I was way too hungry for that shit.

When our orders came, we quickly ate before making our way home. Throughout the meal I could see the waiter giving Haley looks of lust and me looks of disgust. It was nothing new but that didn't make it hurt any less.
When we got back the pack's territory  I immediately went straight to my room so I could take a soothing shower and forget my problems for a while.

After my shower I changed into my pyjamas since it was already pretty late and I was just about dead.

I slowly got into bed, I didn't want to face my parents right now. God knows I didn't have the strength. I closed my eyes but sleep evaded me.

Fat...

Ugly......

Cow.......

The words I'm surrounded with everyday flooded my mind even though I tried to keep them at bay...tears threatened to fall and I let them...
I was alone now, there was no one to hide from even though I still felt ashamed of my tears.

Why did they do this to me?
What wrong have I ever committed against them.?
The tears fell faster and before long I was full out sobbing.

I'm pretty sure they are right. My own mate won't even want me.
Why would he?
When he could have any other girl in the world. It would hurt me way more than it would hurt him so there's really nothing stopping him.

Please love me mate....please..... that was the last thing that went through my mind before I was pulled into oblivion.