Movie Boy // Newtmas AU

(Dayskip) Day Fourteen

Newt's POV

"Hey Tommy I just wanted to know If you wanted to go out, call me back if you do." I say, pressing the 'end' button, Leaving like my 20th voicemail. Thomas hasn't replied or made any form of contact in the past three days and I'm worried. I bite my lip and then I spring up, I get dressed and then I grab my keys, but Minho calls me and I have to go help him. I need to see Thomas though, I frown and decide to go to Minho, I ride my motorbike to his and then knock on the door, he answers it and I sigh,"What's the emergency?" I ask worriedly, he sighs in a panic

,"IVE RUN OUT OF HAIRGEL!" He exclaims, my fingers itch. I want to slap him so hard right now, I swear to god.

"Minho; how is that an emergency?" I ask and he scoffs, then gestures to his face and head,

"I have to be fabulous!" He answers pulling a sassy pose, I roll my eyes irritated at him,

"Stop being a complete dumbass!" I exclaim and he scoffs,

"You're such a bitch." He snaps and flips his imaginary hair and turns on his heel, then he turns back to me,

"Excuse me I am not a bloody bitch!" I whine and pout,

"I know..... you're not a bloody bitch you're a bitch." He answers and shrugs while smiling innocently,

"Yah well I'm not getting you any hairgel!" I shout and turn on my heel,

"WAAAAAIIIIIITTTTTTT!" He squeals and runs behind me, he jumps on my back,

"Minho get the bloody hell off me!" I yell and he clings onto me like a koala,

"NOOOO I WANT MY HAIRGEL!" He yells back in a kids voice and clings on tighter,

"GET IT YOURSELF!" I shout and then i bend down and throw him off my back into a pile of mud,

"Ooops." I say innocently and put a finger on my lips which are now shaped like an 'o', I smirk and leave a pissed off Minho behind I get on my motorbike and drive to Thomas', I smile at the thought of seeing Thomas again. I climb off and walk up the stone steps to his house, I take a deep breath before knocking on the door, I hear footsteps and as the key turns in the lock my breath hitches. What if he was avoiding me for a reason? What if he had to? I bite my lip but it's too late turn back now as a girl, tall, slim, blonde, big blue eyes, a beautiful smile opens the door.

"Heyyyy, who are you?" She asks, her voice kinda chirpy, I clear my throat,

"H-hi I'm here to see Thomas." I say kinda shyly, she smiles even more,

"Aw okay, TOMMY BABY THERE'S SOMEONE HERE TO SEE YOU!" She shouts, I mentally raise my eyebrows, what? Why did she call him baby? AND ONLY I CALL HIM TOMMY! HE'S MY TOMMY! OH DIS BITCH GOIN DOWN. I hear footsteps,

"Alright honey I'm coming." The familiar, heart racing, stomach stomping voice of Thomas replies, he comes downstairs and sees her first as I'm kinda hidden as she hasn't opened the door properly. He leans down and pecks her lips, she starts passionately kissing him, his hands go to her waist and hers around his neck. Hate bubbles up inside of me, I grit my teeth, my jaw clenched so hard it feels like it would break. They finally pull away smiling, Thomas turns and sees me, is eyes widen but he stays cool.

"Hi-i Newt, I didn't realize you would be coming." He says kinda off put at first but the surprised tone fades, I don't answer I just glare at him,

"Who's this?" I hiss gesturing to the girl, he struggles to swallow and looks like he's panicking,

"This-is my girlfriend, Kaitlyn." He answers, my hands have clenched into fist, my knuckles white.Kaitlyn gets called so she walks off, tears now fill my eyes an I turn around ready to walk away, he grabs my arms and spins me around, "Newt-wait!" He pleads, I wriggle around in his grip,

"WHAT SO YOU CAN TELL ME ABOUT YOUR GIRLFRIEND?!" I scream, he seems hurt at first,

"Newt let me explain" He begs, tears are trickling down my face,

"No! Don't even think about talking to me again!" I exclaim, he opens his mouth to speak but I punch him square in the jaw, he groans and falls back letting go of my arm. I feel guilty but then remember what he has just done to me, I run down the steps and to my bike I then climb on not giving one damn about my helmet. I rev the engine to life and the last thing I see before I speed off is Kaitlyn running and helping Thomas.

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I slam the door behind me and break down into waterfalls of tears, everypart of me either physically or mentally hurting, why?!

Why would he do this?!

Why would he hurt me?!

Why?!

Am I not good enough for him? Well obviously. But I thought he was gay?! Was that another lie just to deceive me and when he didn't get into my pants then he's done and moves off to a slut who will actually be easy an just let him have her?

A permanent hate is now bubbling up inside of me. I never thought I would say this, just an hour ago it was unthinkable but now he has hurt me deeply. He has lied to me and pretended he liked me, he pretended we were together. Now I realize the truth, now I realize what I would've thought impossible an hour or so ago....

I hate Thomas.