The Weird One.

Chapter 20

*** this is the outfit Madi wears to the first day of school in this chapter ***

Madi ||

"Hi" I said to Justin as he walked towards me.

I stood leaning against my car at McDonald's waiting for Justin. He just got done performing a concert here in Georgia.

"Hey" he said and looked around "I thought you would have brought your boyfriend.

"Justin, please don't be jealous" I said

"Sorry" he said.

I gave him a hug and he uncomfortably hugged me back.

"So how was the performance?" I said trying to start a conversation.

"Good" he said awkwardly.

"Justin, stop" I said getting mad "I want to be friends okay, I don't want to change that, I want to be best friends, really close friends, I know I have a boyfriend and I know you like me, but Justin your never around, we wouldn't even work" I said

"We could make it work" he said

"No, I don't want a distant relationship, that's one thing I don't want okay" I said

I saw a tear go down his one cheek.

"No Justin don't cry, or I'm gonna cry" I said wiping away his tear.

"Madi you mean so much to me, this really hurts, I thought you liked me back" he said

"I do, just, I needed to move on cause I couldn't stand knowing that the person I wanted to be with just left me, and then Tyler came around just as you left and it was perfect, it was like it was meant , like Tyler was supposed to help me get through just loosing two people I thought I loved" I said

"Madi, you know I'm better with you, and your just gonna push that away and let me be a bad person" he said

"We can be friends" I said

"No" he shook his head

"What" I said almost crying "Justin you can't make me do this"

"Madi .. I .. I ... I can't just be friends with you, if we are going to be friends it's not worth it, I can't be around you and know that your not mine, that I didn't do good enough for you" he said crying

"Justin , no, it's not that your not good enough it's just your not here, I don't want a boyfriend I can't even spend time with" I said

He just kept crying, I started crying.

"JUSTIN! Why are you making this difficult for me, I just started anything to do with having feelings for boys this year and your making this really hard for me, I don't have Any experience I can't get advice from my mom cause pretty much my mom and dads family grew up together and they just were bound for each other so they didn't have any love relationships other than with each other so they didn't have any difficulties like this that I could get advice from my parents, I don't know what to do and you aren't helping" I cried

"Look I'm making you cry" he cried

"Justin stop blaming yourself" I yelled

"Madi! How can I not blame myself ? I just lost any relationship with the girl I fell for and not just fell in love with but fell deep for , I fell for you love , I fell for you weirdness, I fell for Madi Morris , I fell for you and only you. I've never felt like this, okay I don't know what to do myself, I can't get advice from my mom, I mean look she got a divorce do you think I want to get with you then get a divorce , no, my dad does nothing for me but take my money, I don't know what I'm doing either okay, I thought I fell in love before but I was completely wrong, I know there is no way I could fell any more for you or anyone, I'm at my breaking point that's how much I fell for you." He cried, he turned around as started walking back to his car.