Chrysthemum

The Fool Who Loved You

Tears keep falling even when I am smiling...
I live everyday loving no one...
I cried my heart out last night but today, I still am out of breath...
and tomorrow, It would hurt even more I am sure...

My bright red lipstick could no longer hide my sorrow...
Even my waterproof mascara are washed away by these tears...
I'm afraid all of these shattered memories built up
would eventually drown me before I even realise it...

I am just a girl who knows only love...
Even if it was all lies, I still want to believe in them...
It hurts!! It hurt me so bad that I could die bearing it all inside
but I still cherish them though~

Like a fool...
I keep falling and falling and falling even more deeply in love...
I hate you... I despise you... but still I pray you would return...
all I do is wait for you to come back...

I am not this nor that...
Nothing I do feels right...
Pretending to be busy to avoid the world...
I am the fool who cowardly loves you whom I despise the most!

No matter how hurtful it is to keep holding on...
I don't have the strength to let go...
Like a fool I shed these tears each night and day...
Hoping you'll comeback someday...

You stole and crushed my heart...
You've torn all of my hopes apart...
Though it's all broken, it's still beating...
Beating for you to stand next to me like you used to~

My soul cry out your name all the time...
My smiles screams your name every time it's carved...
My tears overflows with love only meant for you
and my eyes... they long to see the scarlet lips of yours...

My love for you is strong enough to patch all the broken hearts of the world...
and if that is the only way for me to preserve my love for you...
I would...
even if it means I will end up broken alone...

it's true... I won't mind
because I am the fool who still loves you,
from this broken little pieces of the heart you broke,

a long, long time ago...