Amnesia (A Joe Sugg/ThatcherJoe Fanfiction)

chapter 1

meet Sydney! :) (side photo)

Sydney's pov

"Sydney, love, you are the most beautiful girl I have ever met," He whispered in my ear and stroked my hair in the most delicate and gentle way possible.

Oh my god Joseph, you're impregnating me with those words. Seriously, I have no idea what I'm gonna say..

"Oh shut up, Joe." I say, as he leans in for a kiss.

"Sydney Rae Hemmings! Wake up, love." Tristan, my cousin, woke me up by shaking my arm. I jolted awake, my eyes wide open.

"Tristan, seriously? I just had a great dream.." he rolled his eyes. "Alrighty then. Would you rather go to your new college classes, or sleep all day?"

Oh, right! Today is my first year of college. I'm so excited to finally become an "Independent Individual", as Tristan says.

"Actually, the latter part's more relaxing.. aw goddamit, fine," I grumble and hoist my way up. He laughs at me and folds my college uniform. I put on and adjust my huge black nerdy glasses.

My name is Sydney Rae Hemmings, 20 years old and secretly Luke Hemmings' older sister. Most people recognise my last name, but I just shrug it off and say that I just have the same last name as him, no big deal. For some fans, it is, apparently.

When I was 6 and he was 5, I was being brutally battered by my father. Luke never knew, for he was being treated carefully by my aunt, who highly favored him. My father never wanted a daughter, so he spends his joys in ruining my childhood.

So when I was 8, I secretly watched the shows my father watches. And what he was watching was murder; running away and shit.

The time I turned 10, I finally decided to put that into real life. And without knowing what I was doing, I walked out of my house without my father knowing and into the big world.

Eventually I got found by an owner of an adoption center, who of course took me in.

I was such a rebel back then.

Three years later, I finally got adopted.. by my cousin, Tristan! He is actually one of my cousins I have never met yet. He's 28 years old now and has a girlfriend named Ashley. They are going along pretty well.

So anyway, seven years later and here we are. Me living my extremely dorky life, and Luke living the best without me. He might have forgotten all about me, judging on how he acts like he does not have a sister.

I have blonde hair. I guess my glasses made me look like a nerd, which I technically am. Just not the smart part. I don't exactly ace my tests, but at least I don't fail them.

I love reading books. It lets me go into a whole new world, a whole new universe. One without all the tears and pressure and depression, a world where you can be who you wanna be.

Okay, that was a bit too deep. But what can I say?

I am an ultimate fangirl. I love rock bands like Paramore and Fall Out Boy, but nothing can beat my love for youtubers.

Yes you heard it right; I love youtubers. Girls like Zoella and CutiePieMarzia, Guys like PointlessBlog and Marcus Butler, even gay people like Tyler Oakley and Shane Dawson.

But I love this one, quirky guy; Joe Sugg, also known as ThatcherJoe. He is the little brother of Zoe, and I am completely obsessed with him. I love him. I love his personality. And fuck, do you even know how hot he is?! He is amazing. And he is also impossible. Impossible to meet. Impossible to befriend. Impossible to have a relationship with.

I mean, who am I to say so? I'm not that beautiful. I'm not smart, some people call me a bitch. I'm not exactly girlfriend material.

I have never seen him in person. That's why I love my phone. It's the only way of communication with him. The only chance I have ever gotten in him noticing me was when he replied to my comment in one his videos. That was one of the best days of my life, if I can say so myself.

So right now I'm heading to my college. This is my new one. I was originally in this prestigious university, but I was being bullied for a long time so we changed our colleges. Now I'm in St. Braxon's University. I'm hella excited.

I will drive in my sky blue Porsche, since I immediately learned how to drive when I finished my high school.

After putting on my uniform and putting on light makeup so I'll look okay, I grabbed my Jansport bag and waved goodbye to Tristan.

He patted my back, "Good luck. Do well. If there's anybody harassing you, anyone at all, please do not hesitate to inform me immediately." I chuckled. "Tristan, shut up. Don't go all formal on me bro."

He grinned at me and hugged me lightly. "Alright then Sydney. Take care!"

After that, I went my way to my car, feeling a good mood.