Love Me Like You Mean It

It's Not Love between Us, Mate

"Sid, you know you've working so much and you don't even make a lot of money!" dad said resting his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged not really caring if I didn't make enough money. The two reasons I was doing this was because

1.It's for college

2.I can be away from home.

I hated being home; it didn't even feel like home to me. A home is not suppose to feel cold when you walk in, it's suppose to be warm and welcoming. I know my family loves me and I love them too but I just don't know. I didn't want to be in this pack, I wanted to be free. I honestly just wanted to be human, grow up and start a life being whatever I wanted. I loved my wolf to death but I would love to be just human too. Be normal and have a normal life where I don't have to morph into a huge wolf. I hate being a wolf but I still love being wolf. It's weird to be honest. The only thing that brings me happiness about this whole wolf shit is the fact that I was going to get a mate. Someone who will love me for me, love me just the way I am and who will just make me happy. My heart warmed up to the idea as I pictured my handsome mate in my mind.

"Sid?" called someone, I snapped out of my beautiful fantasy and back to the real world. I looked to see my dad staring at me with a concerned look.

"You okay?" he asked, he squinted his blue eyes while lifting my arms and opening my mouth like a doctor. I couldn't help but giggle at my goofy dad.

"Hmmm, interesting." he said in a deep voice while lifting my arm.

"You are getting fat!" he announced poking my arm. I snatched my arm away from him playfully and fake glared at him.

"I am not fat!" I defended while rubbing my arm he poked. Hunter suddenly came at my side and poked the arm dad poked.

"It jiggled!" he yelled stabbing his finger against my arm. I punched him in the stomach and mouthed some naughty words to him.

"Shut up Hunter." I hissed, he smirked and held his stomach. I could see smiles forming on my parents' faces as they saw me and Hunter arguing like we always do. I guess this is how we bond.

"Well, since I'm not going to get any sleep here, I might as well go to the book store." I said while walking out of the living room.

"Bye Sid! Make sure you don't burn your rolls in the sun!" yelled Hunter after mom and dad shouted goodbye.

I rolled my eyes and slammed the door shut. I walked toward my car; I yawned and got in my old car. I drove off toward the book store that was down the block. After a few minutes of passing lights and listening to the radio about nonsense, I spotted the book store. I grinned and parked in my regular parking spot. I locked the car before heading inside. I pushed the heavy doors open, the smell of books and coffee invaded my nose. The smell was amazing; I loved the smell of the book store. I headed toward the Fiction section and began searching for some good books. I found some pretty good books and bought them. I left the store but not before grabbing some delicious coffee. I sipped my coffee as I made my way toward my car. I drove home in peace while listening to some music. I grabbed my paper bag that was filled with my books and my coffee before heading inside. I checked the time to see that I took an hour at the book store. I walked in my house while sipping my yummy coffee, I was about to walk upstairs when I was greeted by a very familiar and annoying face.

Stark Winters, my brother's best friend and also my soon to be Alpha.

I glared at him as he smirked wickedly as he saw my face. He loved to annoy me; apparently it brought joy to him. He's a sick bastard if you ask me. He's the biggest dick on planet Earth. He likes to make my life hell; he plays so many pranks on me. I remember last month, he told everyone that I had a new disease that I got from pigs! Yes, from pigs. He always embarrassed me in school with the rest of his friends and my brother. I shuddered at the memories and then looked at Stark who was still wearing a smirk on his face. Oh how I wish I could slap that off his face. It's hard to believe that I actually had a crush on this guy! I liked him in freshmen year, the whole year but then he started being a douche to me so then I immediately started hating him.

"Are you dreaming about me Siddy?" he mocked using that stupid nickname. His smirk grew as he saw my hands turning into fists.

"Of course I was dreaming about you! I was dreaming about shoving you in an oven and then feeding you to African monkeys!" I said sweetly, his smirk faded and he began glaring at me.

"Why don't you just admit that you love me Siddy dear?" Stark said while pointing to his body with both his hands.

"And why you don't you admit that you have Herpes." I shot back, I grinned at him while he clenched his teeth.

"Oh Siddy dear, joke all you want but we all know how much you want me. There are so many ugly bitches that love me so if they love me then you should too right? Considering that fact you are one of them." Stark said before leaving me alone.

Ouch.

That kind of stung a bit. I mean I know I wasn't that good looking but he really didn't have to say that. I shoved the thought aside and walked upstairs to my bedroom. I sat my coffee down on my dresser and then was about to turn to my books when I caught myself in the mirror. There were tear stains on my cheeks. I leaned closer to the mirror to see that I was crying but why? I didn't even know that I was crying! Was I crying because of what Stark said? Who cares what the son of bitch says! But still, he called me an ugly bitch. I wasn't that hideous...right? I looked at myself in mirror, my light brown eyes were filled with sadness, my full red lips were in a frown, my brown hair was a mess and my body was covered with baggy clothing. I was wearing a black t shirt with a brown plaid shirt on top and with long baggy pants. I was wearing black Nike dunks that were my favorite. I slipped off my shoes and then crawled on my bed.

Was I ugly though?

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