Hello Random Stranger xx ( Phan)

Chapter 4 -

A minute or so after Alfie's outburst I felt relieved - nearly all the people went back to doing whatever they were doing before. I don't think that anyone was still staring at me , or in better words - I hoped no one was looking at me. All I ever wanted to be is unnoticed , I didn't want any sort of attention , or nothing alike - I was perfectly fine with how things were. Now I felt for a minute like everything was gone - there was no burning stares on my back , no hateful comments , no attention towards me - the only thing was me and Tumblr . It is about 15 minutes into the lesson , and the cover teacher was nowhere to be seen. Well if I was about to spend the entire lesson on my phone I wasn't complaining. After another couple of minutes of mindlessly scrolling through tumblr something interrupted me.

I looked around without thinking , everyone was busy with their own stuff. By the time I looked at back on my phone , to my surprise someone was calling me. WTF ? Obviously it wasn't Pj - he was in class. Not my parents - they didn't have a reason to. I didn't really have anyone else who would feel any need whatsoever to call me. The sound of my ringtone filled the classroom . Everyone's heads were already turned towards me. If I wasn't such a weirdo I was , I would probably just take my phone into my hand and end the call , but no - because of stupid brain I froze. I couldn't move , I couldn't think , I motionlessly just stood there. After a couple of seconds I finally came back into my senses , when I was about to swipe my finger across the 'decline' button , it stopped ringing. I looked at the caller conact , I only saw one word : Lion :). First the weird text I gotten only a few minutes ago , now the phone call - what the fuck was going on? Finally I raised my gaze off my phone and looked around. Everyone's stares were focused on me. All I wanted to do is disappear. Once again I looked at the table opposite to me ; everyone's stared were exactly the same , apart from the - the stare of the jet-black haired and blue eyed boy was different. He looked confused, like he didn't know what just happened, He opened his mouth to speak however somebody else's voice filled the room. Sean. I shifted my gaze across to Sean - once again he had his horrible face expression on his face. Oh wait , thats his usual expression. Although that was quite a good one brain , now was definitely not the time.

The awful silence was now filled with random insults that Sean was capable of thinking at the spot , however some of the words that left his mouth were like bullets ,hitting me in the places it hurn the most. "Wow the howell kid actually knows someone who's willing to talk to him ? How much did you pay them for that ??" "Ugh , how does something like that deserve a friend", "Nah man , he should just leave and never comeback...." and so on. All the words that he said played on re-play in my head , there was no way I could stop them.They were like a white noise in my mind won't calm down , its all I think about . ((I may or may not have kind of used the lyrics of WILD by Troye Sivan , its an awesome song don't judge. )) I looked away from Sean - who was still going on and on how useless I am , and looked at the boy from before. His facial expression changed drastically , just a couple seconds before it was full of confusion now its overflowing with emotions - I couldn't tell what they were , all I knew is that they changed completely within seconds of Sean starting to insult me. Once again I stood there dumbfounded. Once again , I lost the ability of doing anything , all I could do is look at the boy. He was staring at me too , I saw his facial expression change once again - after a clear hesitation before mouthing 1 word clearly and slowly. There was no chance that I got it wrong , the boy with jet-black hair and blue eyes just mouthed the one word I didn't want to hear at the moment. The word is still echoing in my head "Bear".

"What the..." I managed to start , with a shaky voice , unable to finish. I could feel the wave of fear and confusion wash over me , also along with that I could feel my hands shaking , my knees were weak and my lip was trembling. Before I allowed anything to happen , I turned my back , took a quick deep breath and sprinted out of the room. Everything seems to be happening in slow motion even with that everything was too fast.